𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒌𝒚𝒖𝒖 𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒕𝒔 ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡

↳🍃 ˖° | 𝒌𝒖𝒏𝒊𝒎𝒊 ; 𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒇

a/n;;this is going to be a weird, narrative chapter haha. these types of stories focuses on how a character sees the world or just their thoughts or a happening in their life without romance (or any emphasis on friendship),,, basically just character-centric fic ig

akira kunimi watched as big white fluffy clouds pass through the vast blue sky. his mind was flying, along with the birds.

it was a warm afternoon, the classes were finished and the classroom was empty. well, empty besides him and kindaichi still hanging out in the room.

they were beside the windows, and the sun wasn't directly shining down on them so it was good. it wasn't hot too, just pleasantly warm, a bit cool but since the sun is out, it compensate for the cold.

kindaichi was humming some song kunimi doesn't recognize, while writing something. kunimi didn't bother looking nor pay attention, he was busy having his head up the clouds to pay attention to where he's at right now.

he'd rather watch things from the window and just... not think for a moment, perhaps?

※(a/n;; that was a question i actually asked myself bc i don't know what im doing or where im going with this but it fit the narration HAHAHA)

usually at this time, they'd be busy with club activities. today wasn't like that for some reason. maybe it's a monday today? he'd ask kindaichi but he wasn't in the mood to do so.

" kunimi, how do you solve this again? " kindaichi asked him, looking up from the book and bunch of notebooks in front of him.

oh yeah, they're studying because exams are coming up.

maybe that's the reason why they're not at the club right now.

kunimi looked at his friend, still not answering.

maybe it's just the weather, but he seem out of it today.

it's not that he feels sad or anything negative really. it's a complicated one.

you know that feeling when you don't particularly feel bad or sad or upset but... you don't feel happy or good either. it doesn't feel like you're empty, because that signifies something negative too.

just... there.

maybe it can be compared to the feeling of floating, perhaps just lying in bed, not wanting to do anything but it doesn't feel particularly negative either.

emotions are very complex and weird.

" uhh... earth to kunimi? " kindaichi waved his hands in front of the pale boy, cutting him out from his thoughts. " are you okay? "

is he okay? that's a hard question.

he can say he's okay, because that's how he truly feel, but it's too shallow. it's not enough to encompass what he's feeling right now.

plus he wasn't in the mood to speak, or maybe his mouth just doesn't want to open?

so instead, he shrugged in response.

kindaichi though, being the worrywart that he is and caring for the well-being of his long-time friend, tool that as a no to his question.

" we can stop studying if you want? no? " he offered.

kunimi still doesn't want to speak. he loves the feeling on not speaking, the silence and calm it brings is very soothing.

so he just shook his head.

" but you don't seem well, what's wrong? " kindaichi still insisted, not stopping until kunimi responds properly and tell him he's okay.

kunimi, this time, forces his voice out to stop the other from worrying too much.

" you continue, I'm good, " he replied, voice weak due to not speaking for hours.

kindaichi sighed. " if you say so. "

and there, the kindaichi continued studying and kunimi just stared at the distance, letting his mind ran free.

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꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱ ᵃᵘᵗʰᵒʳ'ˢ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ ˖♡

IDK WHAT THIS IS??

I JUST?? WROTE IT??

IDK WHERE I WAS GOING TBH?? WHAAA

anywyas this lowkey became a vent story about emotions because emotions are weird and complex and i could never understand them for some reason haha,,, yes this is a legit emotion i feel from time to time.

sorry it's short skdbkdnd