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2: 03 a.m.

the place was silent except for the music playing through the speakers of his phone.

akaashi was lying on his bed, phone in hand but he just stared at the turned off screen.

he doesn't know how to feel.

his head was filled with so many thoughts but it felt so empty at the same time.

thoughts about the future, past, present. what he wants to be, and what could happen.

there's no particular emotion he's feeling right now, and it's different from being empty.

it's like... perhaps it's like floating.

everything feel so light and like you're missing something.

someday by saucydog is playing though, so probably he's getting the feeling of missing something from that song? it's about death of a loved one after all.

he feels restless, like he should be doing something, like he's forgetting something.

he doesn't know how to feel.

maybe it's because he's been surprisingly unproductive lately?

maybe? maybe he's missing the feeling of doing something? maybe he's really just forgetting something?

perhaps.

he'll never know.