Falling - Bellamy Blake X Reader

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yoyoyo so like i really don't know where this story is going other then a couple major plot points so that's why its taking me longer than usual to get a new chapter out, also getting writers block doesn't help in the slightest. Any suggestions you guys could give me would help tons. If you guys have any questions about me or the book just comment and I'll do my best to answer them, or if you just need a space to rant feel free to use the comment section. I know I feel better when I type these author notes since we're all techinally strangers and idk I just feel better ranting to complete strangers who have no idea who I am rather than my friends or family, maybe that's just me idk. Speaking of ranting to complete strangers I pretty sure I might be bi but I'm still confused so I've just decided not to label myself and see where that goes. 

Omg last night I had a dream I got a septum piercing and I really want one now, also during the dream I somehow started dating Michael Langdon from American horror story. He could literally snap me in half and I would thank him, and him being the literal anti christ just makes him 10x hotter. btw im sorry if you're Christian and/or believe in god and that offends you im just not religious and don't believe in god so I tend to say stuff like that sometimes, my intentions are not to offend anyone. Does anyone else just have a whole page of notes in their phone dedicated to listing hot guys whether they be fictional or real because same. Might I had there's at least 90 names on there and only about 8 of them are real. also I could be driving next month but my dumbass pushed off getting my permit until last week so now I have to wait a whole six months, I am honestly the worst procrastinator ever. like in first quarter I didn't do anything in biology until the week before finals. I will never do that again, I had never been so stressed out in my whole life. 

So once again pls leave me some suggestions, questions about me or the book, or just really anything in the comments because im bored I need some type of motivation to write the next chapter :)