Falling - Bellamy Blake X Reader

Chapter 14

(Y/N POV)
I'm frozen now place, unable to move. My stomach twists into a knot as my eyes fill with tears while I watch the scene that is unfolding before me. I start getting chocked up on my own saliva causing a mangled cry to leave my lips, trying to stop it from coming out I move my hands to cover my mouth. Failing to cease my sob both of their heads jerk in my direction to see to what the unknown sound was only for their eyes to meet me standing there with tears streaming down my face.

Bellamys eyes widen at the sight of me and he swiftly pulls on his pants. Raven looks around with a confused look on her face but it soon turn into a angry one towards Bellamy once she figures out what's happening.

"Y/n, I'm so so so sorry. Please let me explain." Bellamy begs whilst trying to make his way towards me.

"Explain what exactly Bellamy? Huh? Are you going to explain how you're a cheating bastard or maybe how you're a lying piece of shit that doesn't give a damn about me?" I yell more tears running down my facing while taking a couple steps back noticing he's trying to get closer to me.

"Can we please talk about this?" He pleads accompanied by eyes that are glossing over with unshed tears. I shake my head from side to side, letting out a forced laugh at how stupid he is for thinking I'm going to hear him out before spinning around on my heels and stomping out of his tent.

I wipe the fallen tears away whiling bottling up the unshed ones saving them for a later time when I'm alone.

"Y/n! Stop!" I hear Bellamy shout from behind me. I quickly pick up my pace not wanting to have to talk, let alone look at him. I detect a series of heavy footstep from behind me, they rapidly start getting louder signifying whoever it is is gaining on me. Having a growing suspicion those series of footsteps belong to Bellamy I pick up my pace even more. I end up inside my tent after I managed to loose him due to 10 minutes of weaving in and around peoples tents. I look around my tent and spot my backpack and a idea automatically coming to mind. I start stuffing in the bare necessities like food, water, a blanket, and weapons. Slinging the strap of my backpack over my shoulder I grab a piece of paper along with pencil and start writing goodbye notes to everyone. First I wrote one to Octavia.

Dear O,
I'm sorry I'm not saying goodbye to you in person but I know if I did you would have found a way to convince me to stay and right now I need to be time to be alone and away. You are probably wondering why I left so suddenly in the first place, I would say ask your brother but knowing him he won't tell the truth. He cheated on me, that's why I can't be here anymore. Octavia, I love you so much, you've become like a sister to me in these past few weeks that's why it hurts so much for me to tell you goodbye like this but there really isn't much of another option. I can't promise much right now but I can promise you that we will see each other again, I don't know when or where but it will happen. I'm not sure when or if I'll come back to camp so just for the time being forget I ever existed. Don't send anyone to look for me. Also get the grounder out and go for it with him you guys obviously have a connection. Live a long and happy life, O. I love you so much, Goodbye.

May we meet again,
Y/n L/N

I then wrote to Raven.

Dear Raven,
You're probably wondering why I'm writing a letter to the girl my boyfriend cheated on me with. Right? Well if you aren't I'm going to tell you anyways, it's because I don't want you thinking it's your fault I left. I saw the confused then angry look on your face in the tent and that told me you weren't aware he had a girlfriend and I choose to believe if you did know you wouldn't have slept with him. If you want to get with Bellamy now be my guest but if I may give you a piece of advice, once a cheater always a cheater. Have a good life Raven.

May we meet again,
Y/n L/n

Then came Murphy's letter.

Dear Murphy,
We might not have been the closest but I wanted to write you this letter to thank you for how kind you were to me. When everyone was either cowering away from me or acting like I was a celebrity you were there treating me like a normal human being, and I thank you for that. Goodbye Murphy, have a good life.

May we meet again,
Y/n L/n

Next I wrote to Clarke.

Dear Clarke,
I don't know when or if I'll be back but keep things in check while I'm gone, you're a strong leader and the camp needs just that. I know we didn't like each other at first and I finally understand why, you were only trying to keep everyone alive and I was just fucking around, I understand that now. Just be yourself when leading them and you'll do great. Please be careful and stay alive. Goodbye Clarke.

May we meet again,
Y/n L/n

Finally last and definitely least, Bellamy.

Dear Bellamy,
Fuck you.

May we never meet again,
The girl you cheated on <3

Finishing the heart next to "on" I set my pencil down and place the letters where they would easily be found by anyone that entered my tent. I peek out of my tent, making sure no ones near. Once I know the coast is clear I hastily shuffle out of my tent and shoot towards the faulty spot in the wall. I quietly slide the piece of metal aside and slip through the crack. I was able to put the piece of metal back before I jogged into the dark woods.

*finished editing*

A/n
I think next chapter I'm going to do everyone's pov when they receive their letter and then the chapter after that it'll be back to y/n's pov. Does that sound like a good idea. This chapter is definitely on the short side, i'm sorry, but it's all i can manage since i have 2 test to study for.