Fanfiction [Charlie Gillespie]

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"Beck," Laney said outside my door. "You need to leave your room,"

I don't respond. I was snuggled into my bed, unable to move, or even said anything. I haven't even been able to get out of bed for the last week. The amount of sadness I was feeling was slowly taking over my body. I felt so numb to any emotion that went through my body. Charlie and I never even dated, why was I feeling like we had just broken up?

"Beck," Laney whispered, entering my room.

I just laid there, unable to let any sound come out of my mouth.

"You need to talk to me," She said sitting down at the end of my bed.

I shook my head no, not wanting to say anything.

"Fine, then I'm gonna talk," She said, huffing. "You need to stop letting Charlie run your emotions. So he lied about breaking up with Adrianna. Forget him. He isn't worth any of your time or sadness. I hate seeing you not leave your room for the last week,"

I sighed, still not saying a word. My mind was filled with absolutely nothing. It was as if my mind shut off, all my thoughts leaving my head.

"Beckett," She practically whispered. "I need you to talk to me,"

I shook my head no, not wanting to relive the heartbreak I had just gone through. But before I knew it, she yanked the blanket off my face and threw it to the ground.

"Beckett Campbell, I don't give a fuck what's going on inside your head. But you need to talk to me or someone! You haven't left this damn apartment in a week and all you've done is cry! I hate seeing you like this," She said looking at me, a sad expression plastered on her face.

I look at her, a blank expression on my face. I shook my head and looked towards the bed.

"I-I can't," I said, my voice breaking with every word that came out of my mouth.

"You can," She said, placing a reassuring hand on my knee.

"I just," I start, unsure of the next words to come out of my mouth. "I don't know,"

She nods her head at me, telling me to keep going.

"I don't know, I trusted him," I said sighing. "I let him take something so special to me,"

She sighed and look at me, ushering me to continue talking.

"I thought he was different than any guy I've seen break your heart. I thought he was gonna prove me and everyone else wrong, but I ended up being wrong," I said with my head down.

"You let your guard down and that's completely okay. You're going to go through many heartbreaks in life just to find that special someone who will appreciate you for you. Charlie is just a dumbass who cant keep it in his pants. He couldn't even keep a good girl like you," She said grabbing my hand.

I look at her and shake my head.

"Is it bad that I miss him?" I ask.

"No, that's normal and it's okay. It'll come with time,"

I nod my head, getting up to grab the comforter that was now on the floor. The large comforter sculpted my hand, engulfing it and making it disappear. I walked slowly back over to my bed before plopping myself down and going back to my original position.

"You can't stay in here forever," She said.

"I can," I said looking at her. "And I will,"

She scoffed and turned her head, "You're gonna fail your classes,"