Out of all people I never thought Jungkook would be the one with whom I feel calm and safe.
After we left from college he buckled me in, and kept driving. He didn't say a word, he just kept quiet with his hand in mine.
I was very thankful he didn't say anything or ask anything yet. I thought he was bringing me home but he brought me to a beach.
Lifting me up to sit on his hood he went inside the car and came back with snacks and chocolates.
I was just sitting there looking at the view in front of me.
The sea is now covered by the hue of orange because of the sun.
Sometimes we dream in the colours borrowed from the sea. I wanted to Dance with the waves, move with the sea. Let the rhythm of the water set my soul free.
But my body was feeling so numb I was so tired from the emotions that were swirling inside me. I wanted to just throw those feelings as this sea Throws. I wanted to wash all this in the waves.
"You are not going to ask me why I am being like this or what made me like this?".
Jungkook didn't answer so I turned to face him as he was already studying me intensely trying to see what I have been hiding. I would have broken the eye contact and hide all the feelings which I am sure present in my eyes. But I didn't I just let him see me, the vulnerable side I rarely show.
Other things his eyes are holding me captivate, it's a trap I can't help but fall in deep. His eyes hold the light and intensity that could blind and burn me, surprisingly the intensity neither blinds me nor burns me. It calms me down, soothing and healing me little by little.
As if they know I am talking about them as they shyly let the curtain fall.
The hair fell on his eyes slightly covering the enticing view. I put my hand forward to move it. As Jungkook just lets me do it while still staring at me.
I broke into a smile, a genuine smile for the first time in the past hour. The darkness didn't have enough power to take me. You can say Jungkook was somewhat guarding me without him knowing. It's actually a fight between me and darkness but the fight which I already gave up a long time ago.
Still Jungkook stood besides me fighting it, not letting it win this time darkness was not stronger to win against him no one ever was.
He wrapped his palm on my wrist brushing his hair" I am dying to ask. I am so curious it's hurting me not to know, but I am going to wait till you feel you are ready to tell me".
I burst out laughing at him, I might look crazy but he looked so serious which is so cute. It's illegal.
You are wondering just a moment ago I was having a mental breakdown close to having a panic attack and now I am laughing like a madwoman. He doesn't judge me, doesn't even ask why I am laughing, he just lets me.
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FanfictionFalling In love was never in their plan. For him she was like the Moon, a part of her always Hidden. Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. Its about learning to dance in rain, and that's what he did he danced with her through the storm. ...