Falling In love was never in their plan. For him she was like the Moon, a part of her always Hidden.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. Its about learning to dance in rain, and that's what he did he danced with her through the storm.
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I wake up with a jerk, rubbing my eyes with the back of my hand harshly.
Again, with that atrocious nightmare.
It's the same damn vicious cycle,me being stuck in the room but this time no one came to save me. I sighed leaning back on my chair looking up at the ceiling. My neck and body, protesting against it. the whole night sitting in this damn chair and sleeping in an awkward position does it. My neck is stiff.
I have been trying not to sleep so I couldn't live in that nightmare. It's been six days since the last time I saw Nathan;he hasn't done anything till now. Five days since I last saw Jungkook I didn't go to college either.
So far it's good I don't need to deal with anything now. I am completing all the assignments submitting them online, its one privilege you get being a Committee member and attendance that's remarkable. My grades are not great but I try to maintain.
I asked Yoongi to tell Jungkook that he is going to cook for me so this way one less reason to see me. Yoongi comes everyday checking up on me, scowling everytime seeing my appearance. I am at my best in the past few days, I don't have an urge to do anything.
Yoongi talks about what I have missed, when he starts talking about Jungkook like a coward I change the topic. I don't want to hear about him. It makes it a lot more difficult when I am the one who shut him out.
I ignored his calls and messages even I have a reason that I am not feeling well, that's just a stupid excuse. That man still doesn't get it. He still messages me even when I don't reply. I was going to delete it without reading it. Something stopped me.
Slowly I got up and walked to the bathroom standing in front of the sink. Looking up at my reflection in the mirror, the one who is staring back at me is definitely not me. Her eyes are blank, lifeless. The light that was there once is not there, face pale, cheeks sunken in I lost so much Weight.
This me is exactly the one how I was back then. So helpless, given up on everything.
I splashed water on my face, calming my nerves.
Freshening up I took the coffee mug on the table along with my phone. The phone lit up with notifications, miss calls from Yoongi, messages from my friends, Jungkook too. I ignored all the messages dialing Yoongi.
After four rings he picked up.
"You awake?". His gruff voice said.
"Yeah just, why did you call?". I ask opening the cabinet to take out the coffee bottle.
"Do I need a reason to call my sister? He scowled"Especially when she is ill, I just wanted to check up.How are you feeling? He sighed.
