Falling In love was never in their plan. For him she was like the Moon, a part of her always Hidden.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. Its about learning to dance in rain, and that's what he did he danced with her through the storm.
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I started my therapy again.
And I hate it, these days I am saying it a lot, hating things.
It's been so many years since the last time I came here, I kept eyeing the door ready to bolt out from this place. I feel my therapist studying every movement makes me uncomfortable.
Dr. Zarin she is evil and cruel, she is so good in whatever she does it scares me. Unknowingly sometimes forcing me to talk one way or another I end up telling her everything.
She is so skilled it's scary, the tricks for making me confess what a manipulative woman she is.
Dr. Zarin was shocked when I entered, this time she asked Jungkook to lock the door from outside which wouldn't give me a chance to run away again. She learned from last time not taking any chances. She won't force you to talk but I have reached a certain peak, no more risks now. This situation is already bad.
Yesterday Jungkook found me hiding in the closet crying and mumbling for help. I don't even know how I ended up there, I just remember how my body felt, the pain, the numbness.
Jungkook tried to get me out of the closet but I didn't so he sat outside keeping me company. My hands covered my ears from all the noises and words ringing from the nightmares, but Jungkook's smooth sweet and soothing voice calmed me down. As he kept singing as I relaxed, he embraced me so tightly kissing me forehead when I came out of the closet.
The nightmares keep getting worse, the flashbacks are so realistic I was choking myself in sleep. The fear of seeing Nathan or what he might do.
It was becoming too much as my condition worsened. Jungkook couldn't bear seeing me like this. He told me he would go there with me now he is sitting outside because this needs to be done on my own.So here I am in front of my therapist.
"How are you Mia?". Zarin asked, her composure calm contrast to my tense body.
"I am fine" I muttered, avoiding her gaze.
"I was surprised when I got a call yesterday about restarting your therapy. I almost thought you wouldn't come, I talked with Jungkook and he told me a few things that might help the therapy sessions." She said, I kept eyeing the door, never meeting her gaze once.
"Who is Jungkook to you?". I flinched noticeably, her question caught me off guard. This is the first time someone really asked me this.
If she is trying to make me talk or make me comfortable she knows exactly how to. She is direct, she won't run in circles, the way she handles everything makes me wonder how women have some superpowers. I looked directly in her eyes, answering her question.
"Jungkook". I said, his name leaving a sweet flavour in my mouth. "He is someone I love".
She raised her brows not expecting me to talk about him, moreover confess something like that. How long would I keep denying, I love him. I keep pushing him but I still love him. I still want him.
