Falling In love was never in their plan. For him she was like the Moon, a part of her always Hidden.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. Its about learning to dance in rain, and that's what he did he danced with her through the storm.
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"You are doing it again".
"Doing what again?". I asked washing my hand as Leah stood there with her arms crossed, eyeing me in annoyance.
"You know what I mean shutting people out". She said, frowning at me as I just ignored what she said drying my hands.
"Honestly Mia don't you think it's too much, it's not fair to Jungkook ''. She said, damn straight it's not that is why I am avoiding him.
It's not fair to him, " I don't know what you are talking about".
Ready to walk out she stopped at me, her frustration clear.
"I get it okay you are scared, it's getting old you know everytime you start liking someone you stop and shut them out. You have to trust no Learn to trust let them in. You deserve to be happy."
I stared at her " You done, let's go we are getting late for our next class".
I know she is worried, she wants me to be happy. I can't not until I let go of the past I can only if the past doesn't hold onto me. Unless Nathan Evans disappears completely even if he did the things happened would never. I am in that vicious cycle where I can't get out.
I am just walking in the maze of my past searching for a key, a door to get out. The demons, laughing at me, dragging me with them.
My behaviour and nonchalance clearly irked her seizing my hand "
I am tired of you being like these all the time. It's starting to get annoying, at first it was okay. Now it's just you are just staying in the darkhole not getting out when Jungkook is lending his hand to you. You are just stupid not taking any chance its not just him it's you, you know you can just you are not trying running away is all you can do".
I stood not interrupting letting her speak her pent up anger with me. It's fine everyone gets done with you. I don't expect anyone to stay with me forever.
"You are just destroying yourself Mia this time I won't even stop you. I don't know what's wrong with you, hurting everyone around you. People are there for you, just open your heart, don't close your eyes, see with your heart not with your mind". She continued irritatingly.
"I am seriously done with you. Sort it out don't hurt yourself".With this she left me there.
I stood there for sometime,I had nothing to say in return what she said was true. I am not even going to defend myself by giving an excuse. If I would be in her place, I would be done with myself too.
I don't want my darkness to take the light away from the people I love and are precious to me.
I reasoned this many times. What's the use? I deserve happiness. I know that, I want it too. I want to be loved without being judged because of my past.
