Falling In love was never in their plan. For him she was like the Moon, a part of her always Hidden.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. Its about learning to dance in rain, and that's what he did he danced with her through the storm.
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Did you ever wish you could turn back things as they were? The mistakes, if you got a chance would you change it?
I wish I could but I don't want to. I thought what could have happen if my curiosity didn't got the best of me and I didn't found out. How would things would be? he would have never told me. The betrayal is too much to take.
Was all this just a game for him? Was it just act, if yes he wouldn't even have spend a second with me.
Was that apology fake too? Spending time at my place cooking for me, what was that then?
I am being dramatic I know but put yourself in my shoes what would you do? When you know you never meant anything to that person, you cared too much and for them it was all fun watching you making a fool out of yourself.
I completely fell in his trap, but you know what I wouldn't want to change anything I still choose this again and again. Dumb I know.
Thinking about this is giving me headache. I took bit of then ice cream absent mindly trying not to overthink. I was still in his hoodie, which was comforting me how ironic that was the owner of this hoodie caused me pain, but still he was only one who can calm and comfort me.
For first time, since I moved in this apartment I was feeling lonely, the apartment looked quite empty. I was grown to having Jungkook around. I was afraid to move from the bed to go anywhere especially the kitchen knowing the pang of disappointment would it me not seeing him standing there looking at me with a smile as I sit there seeing him cook.
The house looked gloomy just like my mood.
Sighing I close my eyes trying to erase the images of him. The focused look when he wants to concentrate, his smile when I try to distract him when he is cooking.
Stop thinking about him.
I should have given him a chance to explain rather than putting my self in so much pain. I needed time to process everything, I was petrified to hear his answer, he would say something I don't want to hear.
The door bell rang, my heart picked its pace its definitely Jungkook. I am not ready what should I should pretend I didn't hear the doorbell, pretend to sleep. He was ringing the door bell, he knew the pass code he could have entered like before but he didn't. He is waiting patiently somewhere he was not sure how worst I could react if he come unannounced.
This gesture kind of warmed by heart, I was feeling better. He was nervous.
I lazily got up and walked towards the door. I opened the door the sight leaving me breathless. He still have this effect on me, whatever the situation is.
He looked awkward not knowing how to react. He was biting his lips shuffling on his feet.
I left him standing there and walked inside making myself comfortable on the kitchen stool.
