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Epilogue

One and a half years later. 

My love for you is still the same. 

Jungkook's POV 

Yura turned one year old and currently she is enjoying herself a little too much in Mia's arms. Mia is cooing as Yura is drinking her milk and Jun sitting with them reading his book with a serene voice. 

Mia turned her head to the side, smiling at me. Her smile was so big radiating the whole room, she looked happy and content. 

I caressed Yura's cheeks softly, she purred, swatting my hand away and Jun laughed at me. I glowered at him picking him in my arms. 

Few years back if someone said you were going to be madly in love with Mia Thorne. I would have laughed at their face telling them to piss off. Love is something I didn't expect, it came to me. I always thought loving someone is just a feeling, an emotion will come to you when you want and need the most. 

Well I was wrong, Love is there in every step you take in your life. Love is always there, you just need to open your eyes and accept it. Love starts with yourself. Loving is accepting yourself. 

Mia has taught me many things which I realised very late. Take our pranks and hatred as an example,we were hooked on the feeling of bringing each other torment. We enjoyed each other's company even though it meant to tease each other. Yeah we could have easily been friends and still enjoyed it but where's the fun in it, not that hurting her bought me immense pleasure I never went to that extreme level apart from one incident. 

I needed something to feel alive and she needed something to divert her hate one. Her emotions which she was numbed off she found a way to feel it again through me. I still don't have an accurate reasoning for my actions, and I seriously don't give a shit about it now. 

Mia came into my life at my lowest time, bringing her darkness but her darkness was enough light in my own world. I loved her even then, I loved her even though I didn't know it was love. 

"She is beautiful, right". Mia whispered gazing softly at Yura in her snow white dress. Her birthday theme is fairytale so everyone is dressed as a prince or princess. 

"Yeah. Want to have our own?". I teased her, a blushing glow on her face should not be mistaken as makeup. God, this woman who drives me crazy is a temptress is blushing with the idea of having a child with me. This woman who teases me every chance she gets. 

" Yes Please do! ". I heard Nana, Mom and Mrs. Thorne yelling simultaneously. 

Quickly averting the subject Mia jutted her chin towards Namjoon chuckling softly. "He is really working hard for it to be perfect, definitely for his princess". 

Namjoon is nagging Jimin for taking so long to dress up. We all are dressed as dwarfs. Seven dwarfs, actually it's eight including Mia's Dad who looks very excited along with my Dad more than the kids around them. 

Yoongi is dressed as an olaf courtesy of his fiancé who threatened him. Lee herself is dressed as Anna, 

"Nana should have dressed as Maleficent". Mia said, nodding to herself analyzing everyone's costume. 

"Yeah and you dressed perfectly. A Cinderella you are, running away everytime". I smirked,she winced at my jab. 

"Well is no one gonna comment on my outfit". Jun sassed, crossing his arms. Oh our little monster is dressed as the beast. 

"My beast, would I have the honour to dance with you?". Mia asked, Jun's eyes lit up Mia carefully gave Yura to me before they both left me. 

Yura looked at me with her big eyes, her pouty lips puckering out in annoyance. 

"Yeah yeah just for some time, we are going to find your mom and you are free from me". I rocked her, humming softly. 

I watched Jun and Mia dancing and laughing with the other kids. Involuntarily a grin appeared on my face. Mia used to be awkward around kids,now look at her.

Mia has changed so much, learning to love herself, enjoying very little moments. Healing took time but she did it. Her world looked like a storm and I wanted to be centre. 

I used to dread them, wishing I was not struck by her thunderstorm that would destroy us. But I found calmness, my peace in them. I learned to embrace them too. The storm brewing in her would always be thunderous. 

"What are you doing standing here? Go dance with your Princess". Katie startled me by suddenly appearing beside me. 

"Jesus Katie, I have your child in my arms, I could have dropped her down". I looked at her horrified. She just waved at me, looking at my soft yet firm grip on Yura.

"Just go". 

Here goes my philosophy session again, but dammit this is a well deserved line for her. 

There's always another storm. It's the way the world works. Some are fierce and others are small. Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass...It's about learning to dance in the rain. That's what I want to do, dance with her through our storm. I took Mia in my Arms twirling her around gently. Her eyes filled with love makes me want to fight anything that stands in between us or take that light in her eyes. 

She is mine forever and I am hers forever. Whatever happens we  will face it together, if love is a choice then I would choose her every time. 

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