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Hate. 

I used to hate Jungkook, that's what I thought I did. From the first year of my college till this year started,I hated him. I really did but I think hate is a strong word. 

I disliked him, he is annoying and he succeeds in getting on my last nerve everytime. He is an arrogant bastard. I thought he was selfish, judging him too much if you ask me. 

Something about Jungkook we all know is he cares too much about the person he loves who is precious to him. He is different from them. He doesn't put up a front whatever happened to make him like this. I couldn't blame him. He was objectified on several occasions, so sometimes him acting the way he acts is justified but doesn't mean it was alright. If he was a woman I would be offended for him, just because he is a Man doesn't mean he likes the attention I used to think he was okay with, he liked it. I was so wrong. If the same thing happened to some women we would be so enraged because we know they are not okay with it which in some situations won't be true. 

Since day one he picked on me like an elementary kid always teasing and disturbing your peace. Oh no no if you think he had a crush on me or liked me absolutely not. We didn't like each other that way or any way. 

Our pranks sometimes were on a  extreme level but the thrill and excitement to keep going and waking up for a new day just for Jungkook was an amazing feeling. 

Today which dipping would suit him, today how would I embarrass him. I used to look forward to my day. 

I liked being carefree and reckless. Jungkook's reason for picking on me will be confusing because he himself couldn't answer it. Curiosity, maybe. My reactions and the way I responded to nothing about it is so fascinating. He is arrogant so yes I didn't fall for his charm he is wrong I had so many encounters where I just wanted to strangle him but his doe eyes pulled me in. 

No one can understand it because I, myself, don't understand What it was or is. It will always be a mystery to me how I didn't kill this lovely creature. First year during the dance a guy asked me out. That stupid Jeon Jungkook said I was an lesbian. It took a while for the rumor to subside. 

He was on a dinner date and coincidentally I saw him there so as a favour for ruining my dance. I sabotaged his date. The look on his face was anything but angry or surprised. He was smirking when I was flirting with him, he played along with me. I felt bad for that girl, honestly for a moment I felt I wasn't acting when I was flirting with him. I freaking loved every bit of it. When he smiled telling me to join him, introducing me as his best friend. 

Yoongi just sat highly amused by all the drama. By the way, Yoongi and I were at the same restaurant where Jungkook and his date went. That would explain the coincidence. Whenever he gripped my hand, tucked my hair behind my ear I wanted to gag. I gagged a little inside, what? I did really just a little. 

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