Falling In love was never in their plan. For him she was like the Moon, a part of her always Hidden.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. Its about learning to dance in rain, and that's what he did he danced with her through the storm.
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Jungkook's POV
I checked my phone to see if there were any calls or messages from Mia.
After Sunday, I left her place with a heavy feeling in my heart. I spent the rest of my evening with my family, mostly Nana and Mom. Mom called me as I didn't spend much time with them.
The whole time I was thinking about Mia. I was there, my body was there but my mind somewhere else. I saw Mom and Nana sharing a worried look.
I couldn't help but worry about her, the whole night I was taking care of her. She had a fever so I put a wet towel on her forehead trying to take her fever down. I didn't sleep neither did she. She tried to but tiredness got best of her. Something is wrong, she wouldn't tell me.
She kept fighting her sleep but fever made her body exhausted. She ended up waking up covered with cold sweat screaming and thrashing. Every time I calmed her down it hurt me physically seeing her like that.
She looked so broken, so much in pain. I felt helpless. I couldn't do anything to ease her pain. I just wanted to take all her pain.
When I found her standing there near the table where I left her. My whole body was shivering in fear looking at her. She was unresponsive and not aware of her surroundings. The flinching, the nightmares, all the signs were there but I refused to believe it.
The coursing anger in my body wanting to kill the person with my bare hands, torturing him for putting her through so much pain. I wanted her to tell me, I don't know if I could handle it when she told me.
The kiss she gave me when I was leaving felt so wrong, it felt like I was not the one leaving. I felt fear, I was scared of losing her. Scared she is going to push me away so I tightened my grip on her. She poured all the emotions in the kiss, telling me things she couldn't say out loud.
I took it all and responded with the same intensity. I still had hope, I still called her later in hopes she would call me back. I keep giving myself excuses. She is not well deep down. I know I am just avoiding the truth.
Monday: She didn't show up at college the next day, Yoongi came up to me telling me that I don't need to worry about cooking meals for her, in general not to go to her place. He finished with his match so he is free. He said she is fine, just a cold not wanting me to visit so I could not get sick. I just smiled at him as I know he is bullshitting me. I know Mia told him to tell this things without giving us a reason to meet. It's not like it's my responsibility to cook her meals never was, this is something I love to do for her and have one more reason to be with her. The content look and smile she has on her face when she eats the meal I cooked just makes me feel warm. I feel assured that at least she is eating something, it feels I have to do that. Spending time at her has become so natural to me. It's hard without her. Doing silliest things, laughing, teasing I miss all that. I miss her.
