amnesia // c.p [completed]

6

"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape"

- cole -

I don't think I'd ever been happier than I was on that night.

It was the first night I got to call Bea, my best friend, the love of my life, mine.

She was finally mine.

We were both lying on my bed. She was falling asleep as I lay behind her, hugging her as tight as possible.

I kissed her on the back of the head and told her I loved her. I don't know where t came from, I just had to say it as soon as possible.

She turned around and smiled, and I could see tears in her eyes.

"Cole, I've never been happier than when I'm with you. I'm not just saying this." She sniffed and wiped her eyes. "I've known. I've known since we were six, that I loved you. And I love you more than you could ever understand."

I looked in to her eyes.

The eyes I'd known for twelve years.

She giggled and lightly hit my arm.

"Cole...say something."

I briefly looked down to her lips. Whenever she talked, laughed, smiled, all I ever wanted to do was kiss her. And now, I finally could.

I placed my hand on her cheek and lightly pressed my lips to hers.

It sounds stupid and cringey, but I could almost feel butterflies flying throughout my stomach. I'd waited so, so long for this, and it was finally happening.

"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that." I whispered.

"Can I tell you something?" She asked, holding my hand.
"Every time James kissed me, I pictured that he was you."

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aWwWwWw fluff how sweet

this makes me happy considering how depressing this has all been so far

"I'm not fine at all" will be the next chapter OOH TIME TO GET UPSETTING AGAIN