amnesia // c.p [completed]

5

"I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made"

- bea -

I was stood outside Cole's door at 4 in the morning.

I was wearing one of his t shirts, my pyjama shorts, ugg boots, and an oversized hoodie, shivering in the wind.

The door opened, and there he was, shirtless with messy bed hair.

The second I saw him I burst in to tears, covering my mouth with my hand.

"Bea?" He pulled me in to a hug and guided me to his living room.
"Oh my god, what's happened?"

I removed my arms from around him and took a deep breath.

"Um...I'm sorry for waking you up-"

"No, no, it's fine." He said, taking my hand.

I pulled my hand out of his straight away.

"Have I done anything?" He looked so, so, hurt.

"N- no, it's just, well, Cole...I can't see you any more."

I looked down and felt tears begin to fall down my cheeks.

I heard a whisper. "What?"

I looked up and saw he was crying as well.

"I can't see you again for a while."

I felt him lightly place his hands on my shoulders.

"Is it something I did?" He took a deep breath. "If it is I'm so sorry, we can work it out. You're my world," He leant forward and lightly kissed my forehead, whispering softly. "I can't go a day without you, B."

In response, I just put my head on his shoulder and cried, wrapping my arms under his to hold his shoulders. I felt his tears hit my hair and I swore I could almost feel my heart breaking.

"I'm so, so sorry." I whispered. "It's James."

"What?" He said pulling out of the hug and sniffing.

"Cole, please. Don't. Can't I just hug you? One last time?"

He nodded, and we returned to our hugging position, both crying, until the sun came up.

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first Bea chapter whoo

the picture I attached actually looks like them wowowow

also I changed the cover because the other one bored me

andddd sorry for not updating I've been ill

this made me sad but omg I ship Bea and Cole bUT WTF IS THEIR SHIP NAME