amnesia // c.p [completed]

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"Cause I'm not fine at all"

- present day, cole -

All those memories swirl around my head as I continue to sob in to my arms.

I had only just let the situation hit me and it was crushing me.

I honestly don't know who to turn to now. Nobody understands.

I sat up, taking deep breaths and not being able to stop crying.

I reach over to the back seat and hold on to one of her old jumpers.

It used to be her favourite one. It was white and blue, and she wore it everywhere.

I breathed in the smell of her old perfume and began to break down, big, huge, ugly sobs erupting from my throat.

I still didn't know where I was, and my phone kept ringing, but I didn't care anymore.

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OKAY SO

I KNOW I HAVEN'T UPDATED AND I'M VERY SORRY ABOUT THAT

AND I KNOW THIS DOESN'T MAKE MUCH SENSE

BUT IT WILL

OOH IT WILL