amnesia // c.p [completed]

15

"Tell me this is just a dream"

- cole-

I remembered her funeral.

How her mother was silently sobbing about how she needed her daughter back.

How her father had his arm around her mother, tears threatening to spill.

How all her best friends were hugging, crying in to each other's hair and refusing to believe this had actually happened.

That their best friend was gone.

I stood there silently, until I felt a hand on my shoulder.

I was shocked when I realised who it was.

Dalton.

All the boys, past and present IM5, were here.

I was confused, because I thought management had told us all to stay away from each other.

Almost as if he was reading my mind, Dalton whispered, "Jill told Will and David and me not to come. But we don't give two shits about that bitch. Not when our brother needs us."

The others didn't talk to me, but the sympathetic looks they gave said everything.

Dana made his way over to her best friends to hug Avalon.

The minute she saw him she hugged him tightly around the stomach, her shoulders shaking as she buried her head in his chest.

He kissed the top of her head and whispered in her ear, lightly stroking her back. He looked like he was going to cry now.

I couldn't help but feel jealous at this.

It should be me and Bea together, me comforting her, hugging her tight and never letting her go.

But it wasn't.

I looked at my friends and saw their different reactions.

Gabe was stony faced, emotionless, but a single tear rolled down his cheek.

Dalton buried his hands in his pockets, looking down at the ground, and I saw a tear hit the ground below him.

David had his face in his hands, taking deep shaky breaths and trying not to cry.

Will was already crying, his eyes scrunched up trying to stop the tears, failing to calm himself.

And that's when I left.

That's why I'm sat in my car on a silent road I don't know, cradling the teddy and her jumper, listening to superman, ignoring every call and wanting to disappear.

I have nothing to live for now my girl isn't here.

I just want one more week with her, one more day, hour, minute, second.

Just one second to hold her hand and look in her eyes.

Just one second.

But I can't have that.

Because she's gone.

And there's nothing I can do to get her back.

"Cause I'm not fine at all."

//

wow okay

so i guess that's the end of amnesia

keep this in your libraries because there will be an epilogue that i'm pretty sure you'll want to read which MAY POSSIBLY lead to a sequel...

ooh suspense

anyway i hope you all enjoyed it and this chapter was dedicated to youtuberz_celebs because the comment was lovely thank you :)

thank you for all your comments and for voting all the time for this it means a lot to me

english love affair will still be going on but I'm pretty sure I want to write another cole fic

thank you again :)