Her Reality

Kanye Krazy Pt. 2

If I gotta say it again,

Ima lay my mind to rest,

Cause this mf drowning in pain.

You can confess with your mouth great will come,

Believe it & achieve it,

I confess my love to you now I feel numb.

"You not in love with me" how sway?

Love is a force that's in everything,

Bless someone or give it away.

Hearing him tell me he love me for the first time,

Unbelievable wasn't the word,

Trauma wasn't why either,

Just internalizing he could really be mine.

I hear fireworks when he shout his love to me,

It's refreshing even with my hidden scars,

He hears how I feel now I need therapy....

I been hurt you been hurt too,

What I gotta do ?

You got me going Kanye Krazy.

My love feel differently,

Got you going Kanye Krazy too.

I put my trust in you,

That's why I'm not confused.

My love is real,

At its best it's authentic too.

I lift your love up while you crash mines down,

What I gotta do ?

I feel like you stabbed me so many times,

Do I gotta stab you to feel me too?

Distant and nonexistent,

You wasn't there felt like I was just another wannabe.

Lonely nights,

You don't know what it feels like to love you.

Abused and rejected cause you don't wanna see,

That you finally got love thats a guarantee.

I'm not gon play with you baby,

It's me and you til God calls us home,

Don't make me go Kanye Krazy.

I'll tell a man who can give more to me to go away,

It's you who shines the brightest,

That side of the grass ain't greener anyway.

Don't deny my love, it's here,

Going to God it's not easy so I gotta pray.

If your love is real what is mine?

My daddy made promises and couldn't keep one,

I wanted my first but I had no support so I had to say no....

Hoping you'll shed the dead this shit ain't fake,

My love ain't plastic,

Keep digging you gon feel it's enthusiastic.

My heart makes no mistake,

Everlasting with no casket.

If you don't trust me now,

You damaging my little soul now,

It's pure with "no scars",

For you I'll go above and beyond just like a precious vow.

I know God is real he lives within me,

God doesn't need to appear, he just shows me,

I show my love on a pretty daily,

What I gotta do ?

My mind going Kanye Krazy.

I love you passed a measure,

Priceless with no dolla sign,

But it feels like I found treasure.

I feel my soul hug you when I embrace you,

Yes I am in love with you,

....I'm so in love with you.

Start up a tsunami and let it all fall on you,

Heavy and all at once,

My love ain't for the weak,

Swim through it and I'll make a way,

Trust me and I got you forever, okay?

Believe me so I can be ya favorite black rockstar,

Mellow and rolling up a rello,

Aches in my heart,

Aches in my head,

Be my medicine or ima lay you in the dirt.

You abused my trust too remember?

I found a way make one for me too.

It's a reason why I'm hesitant on leaving this state too,

Guess the burn in your heart won't believe it's because of you,

Come with me or ima just stay too.

If I win I want you there winning too,

When battling these times I want you with ya armor too,

Ima sit at the throne but can you share it with me too?

Loving you starting to feel like Kanye Krazy,

I don't acknowledge easy and Katie,

I don't make room for a fuckin wannabe,

All I got room for is Anthony.....

I said I got patience,

But you got me going so Kanye Krazy.

@naeereckless February 13th, 2021