Her Reality

Say It All

A thousand times I replay a movie in my head,

Its always you that I play,

This hasn't changed.

You didn't know,

But it's time to say it all.

Before you got the opportunity of knowing me I was already broken,

From a fucked up person,

He fucked up me.

We made our first conversation,

I knew little about you,

I had a plan about you,

And it was only to fulfill my desire,

That's all.

I got the opportunity to know more,

This was a dream,

You were hilariously funny,

Insanely handsome,

Intelligently in mind,

And in heart.

Your smile was nothing but the light in a dark room,

Your touch was just a touch,

Eventually....

It became the reasons for my little hairs to stand straight on my arm,

Everything you done,

Became more than what it was.

I was convinced no feelings would be created,

I failed.

I did not force,

I did not push away,

It just happened,

Like a kiss in the moment.

Our short memories was just a moment,

We lived in just a moment.

Its sad,

Maybe more than that,

Because that's all it will ever be.

After this creation,

I just knew,

Nothing would be the same,

Because you don't have the thought in mind for any of it,

I thought I didn't either,

But my feelings are not always controllable.

You never knew,

You probably never had a clue,

And I thought maybe,

I could keep it that way,

But you and I both know keeping my feelings in,

Isn't the best way out.

Say it all even if it doesn't change,

Say it all even if it doesn't go my way,

Say it all because they never knew,

Just...

Say...

It...

All.

You made it sound easy,

Typing this doesn't make it easy.

You said your a live in the moment type of guy,