Her Reality

So Much

Things that start off small,

Eventually mean much more.

Never intended to go far,

I'm just a young lady,

Four steps forward won't leave a scar.

Jinx on me,

You are the cause of this war.

Can't believe how much of a imprint you are on me,

Can't believe how I think you have a beautiful soul,

Can't believe how wonderfully you make me feel,

Can't believe you are part of my joy,

Can't believe you began to mean so much to me.

Givin me such a fever,

When we apart I get home sick of you,

Cause nothing feels right unless I'm right beside you.

You gave me tears,

Yet you made me smile.

You cracked my heart,

Yet I never thought we'd be apart.

Silly feelings is all I thought it was,

Until I starred into your eyes,

That eventually clarified these untold feelings.

When you hold me,

This means so much to me.

Never knew the sound of your voice,

And the changing of my atmosphere when I see you,

Being right next to you,

Just never thought this all could be.

You don't even compare to my past,

Cause with you it's not even realistic.

When I felt this,

I knew it would be uncontrollable,

You didn't even have to touch me.

One look,

One smile,

And suddenly I became obsessed.

With every explanation this seems wrong,

But my heart says it's normal.

In my feelings heavily,

Cause you mean so much to me.

I see you,

With every ounce of me,

I'm not strong enough to shake you off.

Second time I cried,

And it was hard to hold back.

I'm not use to this,

Baby I promise this is the first time,

That I can't hold myself up.

It's cold here,

But the thought of you keeps me warm.

People don't approve of you,

I do.

People think your not my worth,

I do.

People think your nothing.....

My heart and souls says your everything.

To grow attached to someone,