I did it in one of the first chapters in this book, so I'm gonna do it agaiN.
-I have a little white mark on my tooth, idk it has always been there.
-I used to talk a lot but idk what happened I'm not really talkative now.
-I hate white chocolate so much, I can't even smell it I hate it.
-My first fandom was,, kid n teenagers I guess? Back in 2017 I got obsessed with those comics.
-I love remembering the past, and talking about it. That's partially the reason why I date everything these days, like I always write the dates in drawings.
-I'm really afraid of public speaking, I just can't handle it, I had a presentation a long time ago and I couldn't even speak I was shaking so much.
-I'm also afraid of heights. I start moving so weirdly.
-A lot of people describe anxiety as a weird feeling in your chest.
Honestly I don't know if I have it because a lot of times I lay down and I have to spend a couple of minutes without moving so my chest stops hurtiNG.
It already stopped happening don't worry.
-I love fish, watching them swin can entertain me for hours.
-I tend to get obsessed easily with fandoms, but when I leave them I'm not coming back. For example, I'm out of star vs the forces of evil, hamilton or good omens, and I honestly don't want to hear a thing about them. I was too obsessed with them at the time.
-That also happened with songs. I listen to them so much I end up hating them so much I can't listen to them or else I will get mad.
-If I'm cold enough, my nails and lips turn purple. I also can start shivering on purpose for some reason.
-I hate the word giggle, idk it makes me cringe so much. Both the sound of it and the word, I hate them.
-I'm really bad at social media, so I mainly interact with people I already know irl.
-Also I don't know much about the dream smp thingy, but I dislike the fandom. Dream not found also has like,, a flag??
Tbh twitter is all about those guys recently. I just saw a tweet that said '"Their voice is calming", which person reminds comes to mind with that sentence?'
And I thought like idk Sam smith. And then I see the comments and they're all about some tubbo guy idK-
-Plus I hate people that like, infantilize people like giving them childish traits (? Like idk let's think about a ship between two 30 year olds. And you make one super childish like idk, having tantrums. I don't like childish people in general they're annoying.
-I to be honest don't have that much mental stability, I can't control getting really mad or really sad so ig I'll have to live with that.
-I also hate it when people call themselves a top or a bottom unironically. And when you list your kinks on your bio, dude I'm sorry but no one wants to know how you are in bed.
-I'm not a fan of the beatles yet but for some reason I watched a video with like 100 facts about them. I also know that most of the fans hate Yoko and I can't really understand why? I'll keep doing research.
I said I'm not a fan yet because knowing myself, i will get obsessed eventually. I can say that obladi oblada is such a bop.
Good bye beauties, I'll end the chapter with this last fact :]
-To be honest I'm all for,, idk if they're considered horror videos?
But like, stories of killers, urban legends, short horror stories, I love them.
Here's my favorite short horror story. I don't remember the name, nor the specific details. I'll just say the main idea.
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He had always hated his baby brother's crying, and in an attempt to stop the noises, he killed his brother and threw him in a well. The next day, the body had disappeared from the well.
In his teenagehood, he fought with his best friend. He doesn't remember the reason, but apparently it was enough for him to kill the friend. Remembering the miracle of the well, he threw the corpse again. The next day, the body was gone.
Some years later, he killed his first girlfriend. It was an accident, but he admits that he didn't exactly dislike doing it. As usual, he threw the body at the well. It disappeared again.
He also killed his boss, he wasn't very good at receiving orders. He threw the body. Again, gone.
At last, when he was 40 he finally got the courage to do something he never dared to. He killed his own mother, in a way that was as special as he had always imagined. He threw the body in the well, and the next morning, it was still in the well.
It's a love story if you think about it.
