Lead Me Out Of The Dark. {Austin Carlile Love Story.}

Chapter 22:The Sinner.

People kept helping me with everything. They acted like I was cripple. It was getting annoying. I was putting on my socks and Alan ran over and took over. Then Phil came and fluffed my pillows. Tino got me water and Austin got my pills. "STOP, ALL OF YOU!" They all stopped startled and looked at me. "I don't need help with everything. I'm so thankful for you guys just being here but you do not need to do everything for me. You guys have things to do. You have signings and fans to please. If I need something I'll ask." They looked at each other, "Babe are you sure? Were just worried. We don't want you yo get hurt again." I nodded my head. "Austin I'm sure. I'm fine. Go out. Have fun. Get me a turtle or even a cat." They all laughed. "Can we seriously get a cat?" Alan said looking at all of them. I nodded and smiled big. The rest of the boys shrugged.

The boys went out to a signing then were going for some drinks. I stayed home. Considering I couldn't even perform. I was thinking about just getting a replacement for myself. I didn't get to perform for almost a month then finally a week into it, I broke my foot. I sat there thinking. Maybe I can do them sitting. Yea that's good enough right? I'll try it out tomorrow. I smiled to myself and got up and reached for my crutches. I went into the kitchen and got myself a drink. I wasn't hungry. I gained five pounds in a week which was great. I was happy about that.

I was sitting there watching a movie when Tony and Mike walked in. "Tonzie, Mikey!" I shouted. They both smiled, "Zunzie!" Tony shouted. "What you watching?" I looked at them with questioning looks couldn't they tell? "Jackass 3D." They both smiled and sat beside me. We watched the rest of the movie and laughed at the stupid parts. When it was done I was trying to get up when Tony and Mike rushed up to help me. "Stop, no helping me. I told all the boys today that nobody needs to help me unless I ask." They both nodded and sat back down laughing. I got up and grabbed my crutches and went to the bathroom.

I came out to find Mike and Tony smoking a blunt. One minute there sitting the next moment there smoking weed without me. I gasped and sat on the couch. "Gimme." I took it out of Tony's hand and he laughed, "Calm down pothead." I giggled and took a long hard puff. They both looked at me shocked. "What you don't think I can't handle it?" I asked and laughed. They sat there and smiled and shook there head.

We sat there smoking joint after joint. Talking about random stuff. It was fun. I loved spending time with them. I was so baked I felt drunk. I couldn't even see straight. I was laughing at everything. I decided to go and put Finding Nemo in. I laughed even harder. Mike and Tony laughed as well.

We were sitting there laughing at the movie when all Of Mice & Men came in. Austin and Phil started coughing at the strong aroma of smoke. They looked at us and gave questioning looks. I just shrugged them off. I was trying to get up to go see Austin when Mike tripped me and I fell. "Oh fuck Zunzie I'm so sorry." He quickly ran to help me up. I was laughing so hard. I was giving Mike a hard time. "Zundra stop being a pain in the ass. Your making me sober." I laughed. "I did smoke the most." He laughed and finally got me up he carried me to the couch and sat me down. "That was fun!" I shouted out. Mike shook his head and so did the rest of them.

Austin cam eand sat beside me. "Hey baby." He kissed me and quickly pulled away. "How much did you smoke?"  I giggled. "Enough to get a person to fell drunk." He shook his head. "BED TIME." He yelled picking me up and running to the bunks. I laughed so hard my stomach hurt. He threw me on the bed and laid beside me. I heard somebody running towards our bunk. The curtain flew open. "Alan baby." I said laughing. "Come on in." He smiled and looked at Austin for permission, "Fine, for tonight."

Alan crawled over Austin then over me and laid beside me against the wall. Austin always had the end. Alan turned on the t.v they had in the bunk. He put on Finding Nemo. I started laughing once again like an idiot. They both laughed at me. "Calm down you foolish girl." Alan blurted out tickling me. I screamed and laughed then Austin joined Alan. I was laughing so hard my face was red like a tomato. "STOP!" They both laughed and finally stopped. I laid there holding my stomach. I pulled up my shirt to show my stomach. I traced my scar with my finger. It still hurt. I winced in pain and Austin's attention went right to me. "Babe what's wrong?" Alan quickly looked over concerned.

"My stomach it still hurts." Austin rubbed my stomach gently and Alan wrapped his arms around me. I rested my head on Austin's head. A few minutes later I heard Alan's light snores. I giggled. He was so cute just like a little boy. I shook my head and kissed Austin. Out of nowhere Austin stuck his hand down my pants and down my panties and started rubbing my area. I moaned but quickly covered my mouth. I heard Alan's snores still. I pulled Austin's hand out from my pants and whispered, "Not now Austin, not when Alan's here." He shook his head. He'd probably join in." He laughed and I glared at him. He raised his hands in defense. "Fine."

"Thank you." I kissed him and laid my head on his chest again. I could hear the boys in the living room. Laughing and playing xbox. I smiled and closed my eyes, "Ilove you Austin.". "I love you baby." He kissed my head and laid his head back.

I heard him snoring after a few minutes. They must of been tired. I laid there and decided it was time to go to sleep. I closed my eyes. Both Austin and Alan had there arms around me sleeping. I fell asleep knowing that I was safe.