Lead Me Out Of The Dark. {Austin Carlile Love Story.}

Chapter 37:This Ain't No Place For Animals.

I woke up and I was somehow in my room, in my apartment. I looked around confused. I heard voices from the living room. I got up and opened the door. I walked through the hallway quietly so the person wouldn't hear me. I looked up to see somebody with black hair sitting on the couch. Morgan? What the fuck is he doing here?

"Zundra?" I didn't realize I was just sitting there. "What are you doing here? How did you get in I took the key remember?" The memories of that day came back. I shook my head and tried to get rid of them. He looked at me with sad eyes, "Austin let me in. He went to go get Alan and pick up food for you." I nodded. Why would he let him in? "I hear you're-"."Morgan why are you here?" He looked down then looked back up at me. "I was wrong. I'm sorry. You didn't deserve any of that. I miss my best friend. Bailey and I broke up-"."Oh so you're here because she left you?"

"Stop cutting me off, listen. I left her because she only talked shit about you. I was sick of it. I left and told her to never bother with me or even you. Zundra you mean the world to me. You were always here for me, and I just want to be here for you now." Tears were in his eyes. He got up and hugged me and wiped my cheeks. I guess I was crying too. I put my head in his chest and cried, "I'm sorry I didn't believe you. I should've listened. I'm so sorry, Please forgive me." He pleaded.

I looked up into his eyes. He was holding me tightly. I nodded my head, "I missed you Morgan. Please don't ever do that to me. It hurt so much." He was about to say sorry again when I felt a kick in my stomach. I squeezed his arm in reaction. "Zundra what's wrong?" I put my hand on my stomach. "I felt a kick. Morgan I felt the baby kick, I don't even know how far along I am." He looked at me and put his hand on my stomach. The baby kicked again. He smiled widely. "Omg." Was all he could say.

Austin walked in with Alan. They had bags of food. Austin looked at me worried, I guess from my red puffy eyes. "Babe?" He looked at Morgan then me. "The baby, it's kicking." He dropped the bags and ran over. He put his hand on my stomach and the kick came again but harder and painful. I winced in pain. Austin looked up at me his mouth open wide. Alan rushed over and put his hand were Austin's was. He looked at me with fear then happiness. "How long have you been pregnant for?" Austin asked confused. I looked at him unsure of what to say. "I-I-I don't know. I have to wait until tomorrow to find out. Maybe I never knew because of my eating disorder?"

Morgan helped Austin and Alan put the food away. I was trying to help but they sent me to the couch. I sat there on my phone and decided to put music on. I put the Collide With The Sky album. Austin looked over at me and smiled. I sang along to it and rubbed my stomach. Morgan started singing along and so did the other two.

They finally finished in the kitchen. Austin came over and brought me a plate of vegetables. I smiled widely and kissed him. "Thanks babe." He smiled, "No problem anything for my babies." He crouched in front of me and kissed my stomach. I giggled and started eating.

I finished eating and got up and went into the kitchen. I did my dishes and put them away. "Babe how much weight have you gained?" I heard Austin yell from the living room. I walked out of the kitchen and ran to the bathroom. I lifted up the toilet seat and puked. So much for that lovely food. I sighed and washed my mouth out. I put my hair up in a bun and went into my room. I changed into my form fitting Hands Like Houses tank top and put on some track pants.

I walked over to my closet and took out the scale. Here it goes. Let's hope you're gaining weight. I took a deep breathe and stepped on the scale. I closed my eyes and waited. I opened them and looked down. I sighed in relief, I gained 10 more pounds. I could see my ribs though, well without the wrap around it. Maybe its the baby that's making me gain weight. I shrugged and went back into the living room. Austin looked up at me then Alan and Morgan did. They all had there mouths open. I looked at them confused,"What?"

Austin looked at Alan then Morgan, then back at me. "Seriously what?"."Your stomach its bigger then it was. Look!" I ran to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. It was way bigger then before. What's happening here? That's when it hit me. When I eat, the baby get's it half but for me, it comes back up. "Austin I know why." I went into the living and sat between Alan and Austin. I told them why and they just sat there and let it sink in.

"You need to see the doctor now." Austin blurted out. I looked at him with shock, why now? I'm not dieing? "I'm going tomor-" He cut me off right before I could even finish, "I don't need anything happening to you or the baby, again. You already have broken ribs and a broken hand." I looked at him then at Morgan. "What do you want me to do? Tell the doctor to forget about everybody else and just take me in?" He shook his head not letting my attitude get to him. "Your hormones are pissing me off." He sighed, "Were going to the hospital." I shook my head, "I'm waiting until tomorrow Austin!"

I got up before he could say anything. I walked to my room and opened the door. I yawned and stretched. I felt a kick that made me lung forward a bit. I rubbed my stomach and mumbled, "Don't give me a hard time too." The kicks stopped after first powerful one. I smiled. Maybe the baby can hear me? I laid down and got under the covers. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I woke up in pain that made me reach up for the head board of the bed and squeeze it. I winced in pain, I kept getting these sharp pains. It hurt like a bitch. "Stop please." I mumbled to the baby. I thought it stopped but then it came back, a thousand times worse. I almost screamed but I covered my mouth, I got up and wobbled out of my room. I put my hands on the wall for support. The pain kept coming every few minutes making me clutch my fists. I was almost to the living room when a liquid came flowing out. "A-Austin!" I yelled.

I heard him get up and run to where I was. His eyes went wide. I was holding my stomach crying. "I think my water broke." I managed to get out. He picked me up and yelled for Alan to get the keys and for Morgan to open the door. Austin held me close to him. He ran through the halls and down the stairs. He got to the car with Alan right behind us then Morgan. I squeezed Austin;s arm as the pain shot through my body. Alan unlocked the doors and Austin put me in the back and sat beside me. Alan go tin the driver seat and Morgan got in the passenger side.

"DRIVE!" Austin screamed. Alan sped off to the hospital. "Baby, how are you feeling?" He was rubbing my head and held my hand. "Don't even ask me that." I snapped. I squeezed his hand tighter. "Were here." Alan said. Morgan got out and ran to open the door. Austin got out then picked me up and carried me inside out. I screamed as the pain got way worse. I heard doors open. "Somebody help my fiancee is in labour." Austin shouted. I heard shuffling. I looked up and saw nurses rushing around. Austin sat me in a wheel chair. Somebody was pushing me really fast, making me feel sick.

I got put in this room where they laid me on a bed. I couldn't understand what the nurses were saying to the doctor. I looked at Austin who was by my side holding my hand. I winced in pain. The doctor came over and asked me how I was doing. I just glared at him and he nodded and laughed. "Alright Zundra. You're almost ready to push out your baby." I don't know if I;m ready. What if I'm not a good parent? What if it doesn't love me? What if somethings wrong with it? My thoughts got cut off with a sharp pain through my body. I guess I just have to wait and see.