Lead Me Out Of The Dark. {Austin Carlile Love Story.}

Chapter 49:Purified.

There's a knock on the door that startles me and makes me turn my gaze from Austin's. Then I realize, we're half naked. The door opens to reveal Alan and Shayley Bourget. Austin tried to get up but pushes me off the couch. I fall with a loud thud from hitting my head. "Ow." I rub my head in pain."Baby I'm so sorry." He sits up and helps me get up. "Omg, get some clothes on." Alan puts his hands in front of his face and turns around so he's not facing us. Shayley laughs and shakes his head. "Shut up Alan, you can leave if you don't like what you see." I'm moody, I don't know why but it is our house, who is he to walk in and tell us what to do?

"What's your problem? I'm joking around Zundra, calm down." He walks over to the lazy boy and sits down. "If haven't realized I just smashed my head off the ground." He laughs but then stops as he see's Austin glare at him. Austin knew I wasn't in the mood to deal with Alan. That's just something me and him have that is really special. We both know each other's mood without a word given. Austin sits me in his lap and rubs my head. Shayley comes and sits beside Austin and I. Shayley looks at me and smiles, "LET'S PLAY SOME XBOOOOOOX." Alan screams. I was about to tell him to shut up when I get interrupted by the loud cries from Robert.

I get up, furious at how stupid Alan's being. I walk over to Alan and smack him in the back of the head and take the xboxs controllers. "Get out. Shayley you are more then welcome to stay or some back later when Alan isn't pissing me off." Shayley laughs. Alan looks at me in disbelief. "Alan get out!" Austin looks at me then Alan. "Babe come on he didn't know. Let him stay, we'll  be quiet." I look at Austin, is he serious? "Are you kidding me right now? Fine go fucking deal with our kid who just got disturbed from sleeping because of this idiot. Have fun. Actually, no I'll take care of it, I'll get him ready because I'm going out and I'm not leaving him here with a loud bunch of zoo animals." Alan's and Shayley's mouth drop open.

"Stop Zundra, enough." I shake my head and throw the controllers on the ground. I give them all the finger and walk upstairs to Robert's room. I pick him up and rock him back and fourth. He stops crying and I get him ready. I walk into my room and lay him on my bed. I get changed and throw my hair up. I walk downstairs with Robert and the bag I prepared for him. I get the stroller out from the closet and lay him in it and buckle him up. "Babe are you really leaving?" I look at Austin and roll  my eyes. "Yes I am Austin." I try to keep my voice down for Robert's sake. "Com eon just calm down and sit." I shake my head and open the door. "Call me if you need anything." I slam the door shut behind me and walk wherever. I wasn't really planning it out so I just headed to Starbucks.

After what seemed like a good half hour I finally got to Starbucks, I waited in line and then got my order when it was my turn. I sat at a table with a window. I grabbed Robert's bottle from the bag and feed him. After he was done I burped him and cleaned off his face. I sat there for awhile, just thinking. If Austin wants to chose his friends over family then alright. He better no expect anything from me because he isn't getting shit, just attitude and sarcasm. I buckled Robert up and he soon fell asleep. "Hey, omg you're Austin's fiancee. Is that your kid? He's adorable. I'm a huge fan of your band and Austin's and I support you guys a hundred percent. Can I please take a picture with you and your baby." I laugh and nod my head.

We both kneel beside Robert's stroller and she takes a picture. She gets up and takes two pictures with me. "Can you please sign this for me?" She pulls out the new A.P magazine with me and Austin on the cover. "Sure no problem hun." I take the sharpie she hands me and sign it. "How come Austin's not with you two?" She looks around to see any sign of Austin. I shrug. "Day off from all he guys." She laughs and so do I. "You're a really big fan right?" She nods her head and smiles widely. "Well how do you feel about meeting Austin, Alan Ashby and Shayley Bourget?" She squeals with excitement but quickly covers her mouth and glances at Robert. She nods her head. "Omg really? Can I meet them? If you don't mind?" I nod my head.

We walked back to my house and she was just so excited. She told me about how Of Mice & Men and my band saved her life. She said she didn't want me dropping the band because it just wouldn't be the same. That made me think so much more. We arrived to the front porch and she was literally shaking. I gave her hug to reassure her but she just freaked out even more at the fact that I hugged her. I smiled and opened the door. Austin paused the game and looked up and smiled. His face soon turned into confusion when the girl came in. "Austin, Fuckhead, Shayley, meet your biggest fan." She squeals in excitement and just stands there and looks at the boys. "I can't believe I'm meeting my hero's and I'm in there house...and omg this is so amazing." She hugs me and quickly pulls away and looks at the boys again.

Austin stands up and hugs her she breaks down crying and Austin hugs her tighter. I smile and take pictures like she asked me to. Alan was next then Shayley. She got pictures, autographs and Austin even gave her an aspire and create beanie, one of his new releases. She was ecstatic. She finally said it was time for her to leave. Her brother came and picked her up. It was nice meeting a fan and being able to do this for them. Austin looked at me and smiled, "That was so nice of you babe." He gets up to kiss me but I turn around and unbuckle Robert then bring him upstairs to his room and lay him in his crib. He looked so peaceful.

I walked back downstairs and sat on the lazy boy. "Babe-"."Austin, Alan and I are going out for some dinner. Want to come?" He looks at me and Austin. I shake my head. "No i have to stay here with Robert, but thanks for inviting me." I smile at him, "It's okay, maybe next time." I nod my head, "For sure." Austin looks at me. I shrug my shoulders. "I don't want to leave her and Robert." Alan looks at me and rolls his eyes. "Alan roll your eyes at me one more time." His eyes go wide and he looks away. I laugh and mumble some curse words under my breath. "Just go Austin, I'm not in the mood to deal with anybody." He looks over at me and is about to ask if I'm sure. He does that every time. "Yes, I'm sure." He laughs and shrugs. "Fine I'll come."

Austin comes downstairs after ten  minutes of getting ready. "Where'd they go." I point outside and don't even bother looking away from the t.v. "I'll be home late. Love you." He walks out and closes the door. Finally, peace and quiet. I got up and walked into the kitchen. I grabbed a monster and walked back the living room and sat down and drank my monster. I started getting tired so I put my drink on the table and laid on the couch. I closed my eyes and soon fell asleep.