Lead Me Out Of The Dark. {Austin Carlile Love Story.}

Chapter 9:I Feel Like Dancing.

Well as you all know, tomorrow is Mike Funetes' birthday! :D This chapter and the next one is dedicated to him!<3 Happy early birthday Mike! :*

I was running like my life depended on it. I reached the house and saw it in flames. I watched in silence trying to say anything, but nothing came out not even a sign of emotion. I watched as the fire fighters got the blaze out. I looked over to see them rolling a family member out burnt to there death one by one.

The next thing I saw was somebody grab me. I started screaming. I heard somebody calling my name and shake me but I couldn't wake up. I screamed and cried. I felt somebody's arms wrap around me this time, I knew these strong muscular arms. I just couldn't wake up. It was like my life was ending with a bad dream. Like I was never going to wake up again. I could hear faint sounds around me but all that I could really hear was the police repeat that my family was dead.

I shot up so quickly after somebody stuck me into the bathtub full of freezing water. I squealed in pain. I saw something move from the corner of my eye and I turned my head fast. I saw Austin he was holding me up to make sure I was okay, "Its okay baby I'm here." I immediately hugged him. He wrapped his arms around me tighter and lifted me out of the water.

He helped me get changed into warm clothes. He held me close as we sat on the bed. "Zundra look at me." He turned my head to look at him. My eyes looked at him for a quick second and went straight back down to the ground. "Zundra what was in your dream? What happened?"

I sat there for a few minutes. "Zundra!" I looked at Austin finally and opened my mouth to talk but instead I started balling. He held me even more close and whipped my tears then cupped my face with his hands."Baby its okay calm down. Nothings going to happen to you."

I calmed down after a few minutes and tried speaking again, "I-I had a dream that I watched my family die. I kept hearing the police say over and over that they were dead. Then somebody grabbed me and I tried waking up but I couldn't." I cried more this time letting it all out. I cried for about an hour. Austin held me the whole time rubbing my back and reassuring me that I was okay.

I heard a knock at my bedroom door. "Come in." Austin called out. Matty walked in and gave me a sad smile. I got this sudden sick feeling. I ran towards the bathroom. Matty moved quickly. I ran into Jaime, "Heey Zundra-" I pushed him out of the way and closed the door. I rushed to the toilet and puked my brains out. I swear it actually felt like I was puking up my brains.

I came out of the bathroom after having a shower. I walked into my room. "Holy shit Zundra, you look dead." I kept my eyes on the ground. Then it hit me. Tomorrow's Mike's birthday. I mentally freaked out but on the outside I had no emotions.

Tony hugged me, "Zundra we have to go record call me later alright? Get better please! We need to know that you'll be okay. Your strong. Come on Zundra you can do it. Conquer all those negative thoughts." He hugged me and kissed my head. A tear rolled down my cheek and then I saw Pierce The Veil leave. Sleeping With Sirens left when I was in the shower, Jesses came in the bathroom to say bye and told me to be strong. I cried in the shower. I cried when I was alone. I had to pretend to be strong for everybody especially Austin. He was also going through hard times. He lost his mom when he was 17.

Austin cuddled with me on the couch. Matty and the rest of the boys left. so we could be alone. I turned to look at Austin, "Tomorrow's Mike's birthday." Austin was shocked to hear me talking. I haven't talked in two hours. He nodded his head after letting what I said sink in. I continued, "Let's have a huge surprise party for him. Maybe at your place since its actually a house. Also so I don't have to sleep in the bathtub and get fucked on the counter." Austin laughed loudly, "Anything for you baby." He kissed me.