So I mean pretty much my day has been okay I guess. I'm still having bad dysphoria today though but I'm trying to get through it.
Yesterday after I already wrote what I did I asked my mom for more clothes because I barley have any I like to wear. I told her I rather have boy clothes and she just shook her head and then said I wasn't a boy. She doesn't even know I'm trans so that makes me even more scared to come out to her because I have a feeling she won't accept me but I'll be okay. She also keeps buying me girl clothes even though I tell her not to.
My day so far though has pretty much just talking to my "friends" but they keep using she/her pronouns and calling me by my dead name I'm trying to be patient because it takes time but they never really try they always just say it and don't even bother to correct themselves. They say they are trying but I don't know I guess all I can do is believe them for now.
I do have a best friend though and her name is Row (that's what I'm gonna call her) she's really supportive she was the first person I really told and she was there for me. She calls me Jaidyn and I'm happy about that. I go to her house sometimes her mom treats me as her own and she called me Jaidyn but she doesn't know I'm trans because she's homophobic/transphobic. I understand though because she was raised that way it just sucks to be called by she/her pronouns but it's okay I have to get used to it.
My family is obviously not the most supportive but that's okay I'll get through I have my friends. Plus like people always say "blood doesn't make family". Don't let someone tell you that your different or that who you are is wrong. You are amazing the way you are doesn't matter your gender, sexuality, race, etc. always be you!
Okay so that's it for today thanks for reading my rant about my life today.
"Family isn't always blood. It's the people in your life who want you in theirs, the ones who accept you for who you are. The ones who would do anything to see you smile and who love you no matter what. So be thankful for what you have."
Have a great day your all amazing ~ Jaiy❤️
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