*Trigger Warning* *Depression and Anxiety*
Hey, sorry I haven't updated in a while I've been going through a lot of things. I finally told my dad about everything that's been going on he wasn't mad he was just kinda upset that I took 4 years to tell him. He said he would help me anyway he could. He still makes me upset sometimes but it's okay.
Another thing is that my sisters boyfriend is getting better he's talking now she's so happy. I'm happy to I hated seeing her sad. He told her he loves her and he knew where he was and the date so that's great he also said there kids names.
Not much has happened really I haven't gotten help yet but it's going to take time. I figured out I have anxiety ticks it sucks because my main one is jerking my head and it really hurts my neck. I'm just trying to figure everything out like why I feel the way I do and why I have such bad anxiety.
I know that a lot of my depression and anxiety comes with the fact that I'm transgender and I'm scared to come out to my mom and I don't like being called my dead name or she/her pronouns. Being misgendered takes a toll on me but I'm trying my best not to let it.
I am planning on telling my mom soon though so hopefully that goes well! I also started drawing to help with my anxiety I'm not good but I try I'll post one of my drawings up above.
Okay I'm done for the day now I'll update when I can!!
Have a great day ~ Jaiy❤️
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