I haven't updated in a while. It's not like anyone reads this anyway but still.
*TW* *car accident*
I've been going through a rough time recently and I didn't really have any motivation. One of my family members was also recently in a car accident and he's not really responding and there's a chance he won't make it out alive and if he does he's not gonna really be all here.
That's over now but —>
*TRIGGER WARNINGS* *suicidal thoughts* and *self harm* *depression*
I've also been in a really bad mindset recently and I've been on the verge of hurting myself I'm trying my best not to and I'm talking to my best friend and she told me to get help but I don't know how to ask for help I've never really been able to. I've also been sorta having suicidal thoughts but not really it's just some times I think about that maybe it would be better if I wasn't alive but I always get myself to not think that way because I have people that love me. Also I have not been described with depression so I'm not going to say I have it I know there is a possibility I could but sometimes that's just how I feel but I won't know unless I get help. Sometimes I do think I have it but I won't ever tell someone I do unless I do get checked and diagnosed.
*TRIGGER WARNING OVER*
Okay yeah I'm okay I'm getting better I just needed time to myself and I probably still do so if I don't update that is why because I'm still not in a great place right now and I don't know how long it will take me to be. I'll update when I can I promise!
*Also side note if you are feeling the way I am please don't be like me and not get help because it's just going to make it worse. Contact someone tell a parent or a friend and get help because I promise you, your not alone someone does care and it might not seem like they do but they do trust me!! I love you all*
Have a great day ~ Jaiy ❤️
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