*TRIGGER WARNING* *self harm mentioning*
I'm sorry, I haven't been posting I've been busy and I honestly have no idea when I'll post after this because I'm behind on school and I have to babysit for this weekend so we'll see.
For now though I just wanted to say, that I mean these past days have been really hard on me I'm not gonna lie and this might be triggering for some of you so skip this if you need to. I have cut my arms before and I'm not proud of it but I've been going through a hard time recently with not being able to come out and then being put down for who I am. I'm only a week clean. These few days though I have wanted to do it but I haven't because I know it's just gonna make everything worse but these thoughts in my head that tell me to do it are getting stronger and stronger, and honestly I'm being completely honest when I say there have been times I wanted to end it all but I didn't. I will be okay eventually but right now I'm going through a really hard time.
*If you skipped that you can read this now*
I'm going to start saving up for a binder and one of my friends are going to order it for me which I am really thankful for.
So I'm go now because I have things to do.
Have a great day ~ Jaiy ❤️
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