One Maniac at a Time

What more do you want?

Tara's POV

I felt heavy, I opened my eyes, the world was hard and painful, Ethan stood there looking smug, I heard my heart rate pick up quite a bit. My dad jolted up from his chair, in what appeared to be a hospital.  Doctors and nurses rushed in trying to calm me down, but I couldn't breathe.  I choked out those words.  They put a mask around me, oxygen fell into my lungs, I relaxed I bit, closing my eyes and ignoring Ethan as best as I could.  What is happening to me?

Pete's POV

I've been in Tara's room for a while, they want to make sure she's okay and that she did not purposely harm herself.  I was a bit worried, I mean she's been different since the attempt, I just want my girl back. 

I dosed off and woke up to a quick beeping.  Tara was up and freaking out, I tried to talk but couldn't.

"Can't- Breathe." She mustered to all the doctors and nurses, one gave her anoxygen mask, she closed her eyes once more.

"What's happening?" I demanded.

"She probably had a panic attack mixed with something else, the mask was also going to calm her down, we probably would have been sedating her othewise." A doctor explained.  I nodded.  I didn't understand what was happening, but I guess it would happen.  

"There is something else, I'm worried."  I confessed.  The doctor nodded.

"Well, considering her medical history, specifically mental health profile I am conerned a bit, I will do another psych evaluation." He explained.  I nodded, feeling numb.  I decided not to call the guys, this isn't their fight.  this is hers.  

Tara's POV

I wake up once again, I am restrained this time, I can barely remember the last time.  My Dad isn't in the room.  I am alone with him.

"Oh come on pretty, give me a smile." He says grinning.

"Stop, you raped me.  I can't do anything about, so leave!" I told him angrily.

"Tsk, tsk, tsk.  This isn't even the first time you've gotten some, what a whore." He said sickly.'

"No, I am NOT." I spat.  I couldn't handle him.  

"Get out, just get out you had your fun, it's over, now leave." I said angrily.

"Um, are you feeling okay?" A doctor said as he entered. I felt my heart rate increase.  

"Um, yeah" I said shrugging it off, he removed the restraints and started asking a lot of questions.  Probably a psych evaluation.  It was tricky lying so much.  I just wanted to sleep, so I stopped responing to him.

"Well, looks like I'm back." Ethan said, he was standing where the doctor had been.

"How did you get here?" 

"I have been here the whole time." He sounded worried and different.  I closed my eyes and shut him out, I didn't like whatever was happening.

Violet's POV

Tara never showed up to school today, she probably got scared of me, I get scared of me.  I actually hate me to be honest.  It's not fair, I get Tara, then she blows me off,  I wish she would just tell me what's wrong, I could help her, but until she tells me I won't be able to know.  I just need to clear my head, that's what you are supposed to do, right, clear your mind.

"Vi?" My mom asks from the other side of the door.

"Yeah?" I replied.

"Wanna go watch some netflix?" She asks, I sigh, she never understands me, it's like I am a stranger to her.

"Yeah." I say.  I need to clear my head, that's all.

Pete's POV

"No, that's final, she just got out!" I was done with this.

"I'm just saying, her mental state is questionable." The doctor replied.

"Yes, she sufferes from mental illnesses, but you aren't putting her back, how is she supposed to recover if you all keep trying to cage her up?" I said, I was so mad.

"I- look just, I am worried about her." He said trying to back out.   Istomped off and called Dr. Hills.

"Look they can't keep taking her away from me, she fell in the shower, what more is there?"  I said.

"I will meet with her, we have sessions, don't worry, I won't let them lock her up." She assured me.  I hung up, finally breathing.  I went back up to Tara's room.

"She doesn't appear to have any signs of a concusion, which is a miracle, I am not sure how it happened, but she should be able to leave soon." The nurse said. I nodded.

"Dada, please don't let them take me away again, not from Bronx, or Vi-" Her eyes went wide.

"What's wrong? I would never let them take you away from me." he said.

"Violet must be going crazy, I need to call her." She said.  I handed her my phone, she instantly dialed the number.

"Hey it's me- yeah don't worry I'm okay, just got sick I'll see you soon- 'kay, love you too." She said hanging up.

"Okay, all set, you just need to sing the release forms." A nurse said.  I did and off we went.

A/N

Sorry, homework and stuff got in the way, but I will work on updating more! please tell all your friends about this story if you think they would like it and read other one!  VOTE AND COMMENT! YOU'RE ALL AMAZING (also side note I saw PTV, Sws and the other bands (Pvris, and Mallory Knox) yesterday and it was awesome!