Growing up too fast

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2008

Tara's POV

Daddy's been with Ashlee.  She doesn't like me very much.  I can tell, but she doesn't need to worry, she has a baby in her stomach that will make Daddy happy.  He hasn't talked much.  He hasn't noticed I cry every night. One night I asked him to stay with me, he went back to Ashlee.  I don't matter anymore.  I think.  He asks me about school, first grade no biggy.  I guess he hasn't treated me the same since I asked him last month if he still thought about suicide.  I found out years ago what it meant, in some magazine in the mall.  But when I asked him he looked scared, started to cry and ran off.  Ashlee got really mad at me and started screaming.  I don't like it.

"Hey Big bird." Daddy said scooping me up out of nowhere.

"DADDY!" I squealed as he tickled me.  Ashlee walked in behind him, she had sunglasses that looked like bug eyes.  Daddy threw me up in the air and caught me.

"AGAIN! AGAIN!" I laughed.  

"Pete..." Ashlee said in a tone giving us a look.  they faught a lot.

"She likes it." He said.  

"I'm going to take a nap." She said.  I wondered why she sounded mad.

"Daddy are you mad at me?  Or is Ashlee?" I asked.

"Mommy isn't mad, the baby makes her a little tired sometimes." He said.

"Well Mommy should try to be happy." I pouted.

"Come one give her a chance." Pete said.  I huffed.  He smiled.  

"Well what's this?  A mermaid out of water?" He said picking me up and carrying me outside.  He walked into the pool and I started screaming and laughing.  He splashed me.  I splashed back.  It became a full on water fight. We laughed and played.  It was fun.  Later that night I woke up to a scream...

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Pete's POV

Okay, Ashlee is in labour. Shit this is real.  I help her down the stairs bag and all.  Tara comes running down dressed and everything. She puts Ashlee's bags in while I help her into the car.  I drive like there is no tomorrow.  Tara seems awfully quiet. I guess she gets the idea of what's going on.  We pull up and they rush Ash is, but Tara stays outside, Patrick is coming, he's gonna watch her.  I turn back to Ashlee.  But now it's Erica, again.  I see the pain, her cries.  Then black.

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Tara's POV

Patrick sits with me in the waiting room.  He asleep.  I look around the waiting room.  I see a skinny girl, she looks very beautiful.  She has a Fall Out Boy shirt on, I deicde to go talk to her.  I see her wrist is bleeding and has red and white lines on it.  

"You're very pretty.  Is your arm okay?" I asked.  She looked and smiled.

"Thank you, I'm fine." She said.

"My Daddy is in that band." I pointed to the shirt.  

"Really?  What's his name?" She asked.

"Pete." I smiled.  Her eyes widened.  At that moment I nurse appeared and took her away.

"Bye feel better!" I called.  She smiled back.  Daddy came out hours later. 

"Let's meet your brother, Bronx." He smiled, I saw him, his eyes were like Daddy's, he looked so small and funny.  I giggled.

"He's perfect!" I declared.  Ashlee smiled.

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