The Ignorant and The Ignored (Exo Fan Fic) [Completed]

Chapter Thirty : This is Goodbye

CHAPTER THIRTY

Nana’s POV

Baekhyun’s eyes widened, so did mine when this guy’s face appeared before my eyes.

Kim Min Seok, my bestfriend, my first love, my first heartbreak is back.

“Annyeong Nana-ssi.” He said as he plastered a faint smile on his face.

“Annyeong!” I said faking a smile.

I can’t believe that it’s possible to feel the same way for a person whom you haven’t seen for a long time. I can’t believe that it’s possible to forget a feeling for a person when he’s gone and remember it when he comes back.

I’m starting to doubt what I’m feeling for Baekhyun already. I can’t understand what’s happening.

“Nana and Baekhyun-ssi. Hope you can come.” He said as he handed each of us an envelope. “I just came here for that, Annyeong.”

He then walked away from us not waiting for us to bid goodbye. I wanted to follow him and ask him if he still feels the same way for me but I can’t just leave Baekhyun here hanging.

“Are you okay?” Baekhyun asked calling me away from my deep thoughts.

“Yes.” I faked a smile.

He pulled my hand and dragged me to sit on the bench fronting the fountain.

We looked at the envelope Min Seok gave us.

“Let’s open it?” He asked.

I nodded. For a second there, I felt nervous.

We opened the envelopes and I felt a tear forming on the side of my eyes as I read the words written in script.

You are officially invited to witness the binding of the hearts of Kim Min Seok and Shin Jae Min in Holy Matrimony.

Tears fell from my eyes. I started sobbing.

Baekhyun turned to face me and he held my hand.

I feel sorry and guilty towards him. I know he knows what I’m feeling right now. I know he’s as confused as I am.

Honestly, I’m not sure what I’m feeling for Baekhyun all this time. I know he feels betrayed.

He pulled me into a hug.

Baekhyun’s POV

I pulled her into a hug.

I guess it’s time to let go. I know she still loves Min Seok. It hurts me because I’m confused of what her feeling towards was. I just have to let her go and try my best to move on.

I loosened my hug and looked into her eyes. I cupped her cheeks wiping her tears away.

I gave her a comforting smile. I pulled her into another quick hug then I looked back into her eyes.

I felt tears forming on the corner of my eyes.

I need to get this over with.

I mustered up my courage. I need to let her go now. I don’t think I could hold on to her any longer when I can see that she’s unsure of her feelings for me. I must let her go. Let her go now.

A tear fell from my eyes. I wiped it off my face then I gave her a fake but comforting smile.

I heaved a mental sigh and started speaking with the fake smile still showing on my face.

“I think I need to let you go now Nana. I don’t think I can hold onto you any longer especially when I know that you’re confused of what you feel. I’ll still be here for you. I’ll still be your friend. I just thought I need to give you time and space. I just want you to know that I think I need to move on from you so I’m asking for time and space too. I hope that in the future we’ll have a proper closer but for now this is goodbye.” I kissed her cheek.

I stood up and turned around to leave. I started to sob. This is the right thing to do. If I stay beside her more I know she’ll be even more confused. I just hope everything will turn out right.

Nana’s POV

I feel guilty as I watched Baekhyun walk away from me but I’m thankful that he understands me. I just hope that he can really move on because I want him to be happy. I know he won’t be happy by my company. I know he’ll be hurt with me. I know he’ll feel unwanted beside me. And I know that I can’t return the love he has given me. And I can’t believe that realization hit me just now when Min Seok showed up.

All along, what I felt for Baekhyun wasn’t love. I thought to myself what it was and I realized that it was just infatuation. He made me feel wanted at the time when I felt rejected and that’s where it all started.

I feel guilty for making him feel this way. I feel guilty for realizing what I truly feel when I’ve already taken everything too far. I just hoped one day, everything will turn out fine.

After a few minutes of sobbing in the rooftop I decided to go home. I passed by a few rooms.

I stopped by the music room and I sat at the piano. I started to play Hope is a dream that doesn’t sleep. I started crying again at the thought of hurting the person who sang this song to me. Baekhyun, who loved me. I feel stupid in giving him hope and realizing that I can’t give him the love that he was hoping for when everything is already too late, when I’ve already hurt him.

An image approached me, I can’t quite see who it was because of my blurry vision caused by my tears.

He, yes he pulled me into a hug.

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