Friday 29th October
Dear diary,
I know it's been a couple of days, but I couldn't bring myself to write after everything that happened that night.
I woke up to the sound I missed the most, the sound that broke my heart...Niall.. He looked worried and scared, probably just about that baby...my baby!! My brain couldn't co-operate at that moment that I pushed Niall aside, jumped off, of what seemed to be my hospital bed, and ran to the nearest doctor I found.
'My baby! Where is my baby?! Did something happen to it?' I cried, but no one seemed to answer me. I went back to my hospital room and Niall was still standing there, hurt, scared, worried and disappointed.
He turned his head to face me, 'The baby's fine Dida...' He whispered with such ease. I sighed in relief as he looked back at the ground
I knew he hurt me first, but trying to get rid of our baby was a huge mistake and I, definitely, was overreacting. After all, that baby is ours and I would've never hurt it if I wasn't on crack.
He opened his mouth as if to say something, but I interrupted him with my own words, 'I am so sorry Niall...God! I was so stupid! Thinking that killing an innocent unborn child will take away the pain! I am a monster! I almost killed my own child!' I came in closer to him and grabbed his hand, 'I know you probably hate me, but I just wanted you to know that....I never stopped loving you Niall..even after everything we've been through...I couldn't stop loving you'.
'I could never bring myself to hate you and you know that,' he slowly whispered.
'I love you Niall'.
'I love you too Dida'.
'Don't say you love me too!' My voice got a little higher, 'It sounds like you're just agreeing with me..'
'Fine..let's start again...'
'I love you Nialler'.
'And I love you m'lady'.
Probably everything wasn't so bad after all...I know I've said this before like 1000000 times, but I really have fallen for him hard....I am in love with Niall James Horan. ❤️
Xoxo,
Dida 💕
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Status of the day:- Pregnant 👪
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