Chapter 13 : I am in L❤️VE

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Monday 5th October
Dear diary,
I just came back from school and told my B.F.Fs EVERYTHING!!!!
Of course, they fangirled like me....LOL.......and I made them promise not to tell ANYONE we don't trust......which means my parents, their parents, our schoolmates, our neighbors and NO ONE !
I have to go have lunch, will continue tonight after I come back from my date with my bae....❤️❤️❤️💋
Loves ❤️
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Dear diary,
Today my bae and I had a schedule date, yes a schedule date.........DONT JUDGE!
1- We went to the movies 🎬
2-We went to Baskin Robins 🍦🍧🍨
3- We went to his home 🏠🏡
4- We talked about our relationship 💏
5- WE HAD A FIGHT! 👫🙍🙇👹👺

And I totally lost it back there.......Sorry Niall......
I actually think that the rest of the band love me more than he does........I am just saying........as Liam keeps on looking at me every 5 seconds......well, that's kinda cute......
Back to the point, we had a fight about the secret relationship and that the paparazzi began to suspect it........I really hope everything turns out to be okay.......I can't let go this time......not now......
I will write down a story that happened to me one day, a story that I never told anyone about.....So please, whoever reding this, keep it safe....:
I was at home once and I was dealing with depression......I went upstairs to my bathroom, closed the door, grabbed my razor and began to cut....it hurt so much that I didn't feel anything at all.
My dad got worried and kept banging on the door......he couldn't warn me about the fire that started downstairs....I didn't want to hear him.
He had to choose wether to run for his life or save me and let both of us out......,Of course as a dad, he chose the second option , but he only saved me..........
A huge piece of wood fell on me from the ceiling and I was unable to move.......with all his might he pushed the wood and I ran outside.....I thought he was following me but...........He gave up his life so that so can live mine.......and for this memory I never let go......My dad didn't let go of me.....He never would've!
Ohh! My mum just made Mac and Cheese! My FAV! Have to go :)
Loves ❤️

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