Friday 24th July 2015
Dear diary,
Sleeping with Luke was NOT the worst part of the situation, but agreeing to what came after that was.
Here is what happened:-
I woke up and looked around the room. Clothes were on the floor and someone was in my bed. Of course it was Niall! I looked again and it was not Niall..it was Luke! I looked at his beautiful sleeping face and memories of last came rushing back.
The game.
The Dare.
The Closet make out.
The shower.
The late night session....
I am a terrible person.
I know it was the alcohol, but still...i was sober enough to make it stop and I did not! If we could only bring back time....
I slowly got out of my bed and tried to sneak out of my room.
'Where are you going?' Asked a very confused Luke with a very deep sleepy voice! Ugh! Dammit Dida! You are engaged and you have a freaking baby with someone else! Niall is going to hate me!
'Umm..uh..,' I said running my hand through my hair and I realized i was wearing Luke's shirt.
'Look..I am really sorry about last night...it was a mistake....' I continued.
His face turned from confused to sad in just a matter of seconds, 'I understand, but...' He said walking up to me.
'Looking at you..with him..kissing..hugging..or even holding hands...makes me want to grab you, hold you tight,' he said cupping my cheeks with his hand, 'And do this'. He crashed his lips onto mine. This kiss was not slow and passionate, but it was fast and hungrily...I liked that me and Niall made Luke jealous....maybe I did love Luke...SNAP OUT OF IT DIDA!
Of course, it lead to a make out session and Luke finally spoke, 'What do you say we do this?'
'Do what exactly?' I asked.
'This..the secret love thing,' He answered back playing with my hair.
'But what about Niall?'
'It is your choice babe,' he kissed me and I just sighed.
'I agree, but promise me it will remain a secret'.
He sucked on my neck, leaving a mark, and kissed it, 'I promise'.
And of course, it lead to another make out session!
I hate myself!
But nothing will hurt him
If he does not know about it.. Right?
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