A Directioner Diaries

Chapter 21: Are you serious?

Tuesday 13th October
Dear diary,
Well...yesterday was....UNBELIEVABLE!
I seriously can't believe What actually happened! It was insane!
Here's what happened:-
I heard a knock on the door and I went to open it wide smiled and butterflies were taking over my stomach.
'Hey gorgeous,' he said walking over to me and giving me a slight kiss on the lips.
'Hey handsome,' I said returning back the kiss and gave him a hug.
'You look beautiful,' he winked.
'Oh well, I try,' I smirked.
'No really...I mean it,' he pulled me closer to his face.
'C'mon you are not so bad yourself 😂,' I smirked pulling away, but he grabbed my wrist and smashed his soft sweet lips onto mine.
'I love you'.
'I love you too'.
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At Starbucks, people kept on staring at us like we were some SUPER ROMANTIC COUPLE...oh wait! We were 😂 LOL!
Everything was perfect, but he had to believe the rumors and ask one of the most stupidest questions I have ever heard.
'Dida?' He said.
'Yeah babe?'
'Are you with me because I am famous?' He asked.
'Are you even serious right now?' My voice started to get higher.
How could he possibly think that??
I gave him everything! Including my love and he just thinks that I am with him because he is fucking famous!!?
'Calm down Dida! It's just a question!'
'No! It's not just a question! If you think I don't love you then why are you with me right now?! Huh?! Why didn't I let the paparazzi take pictures of us?! Why did I accept for our relationship to be a secret at first?! You know why?! Because I love you! And if you think I don't then just-....then just leave!'
'I am sorry Dida ...I didn't mean-'
'No Niall! You meant it! And if that's what you think then you don't trust me and if you don't trust me then I am giving you the permission to leave!'
'I love you Dida...'
'Trust me...you don't and never did, but I promise you I deeply did!'
'Are you dumping me?'
'I am sorry Niall, but I can't be with someone who doesn't trust me!'
I grabbed my chocolate mocha and headed out of Starbucks, tears of mascara on my cheeks, my eyes were as red as a Tomato and my heart was hurting me...it had an ache....it was probably because he didn't trust me or maybe because I broke up with him.
It hurt so badly that I almost got hit by a few cars on the way home.
Of course, on my way to my bedroom, my mum kept on asking me a billion questions that I simply ignored like...
'What's wrong?'
'Where are you going?'
'Did Niall hurt you?'
'Did you break up?'
'Where were you?'
'Are you hurt?'
I wasn't hurt physically, but I was so hurt emotionally!
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Status of the day:- Broken 💔
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Hi guys! Sorry for the long wait, but I am currently I am in a championship and I can't upload very often but I am going home on Friday!
I also can't upload and pictures because I have no internet access except for Wattpad...
So thank you guys for reading and comment below what you guys think 💛💜💚💙!