Friday 23rd October
Dear diary,
My heart is beating faster than it ever did before...Hana, Hannah and I are now on the way to the doctor for our appointment. There is a strong feeling in my stomach that I can't describe, but it's so noticeable to ignore. A thousand questions ran through my head.
"What if I am actually pregnant with Niall's baby? Will he still love me? Or will this be another excuse for him to let me go? Should I even tell him if it's true? I mean what about his reputation? What if I am not pregnant? Will I be relieved? Or will I be disappointed? I can't have a baby at this age, but what if it is what the world has planned for me?"
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We are now sitting in the waiting room, all of the pregnant ladies seem happy and excited as they are moving their hand on their stomachs and some are whispering to their unborn babies.
But me? I was terrified..terrified of all the things that could happen if it was true and the feelings I would feel if it wasn't.
I looked up at the nurse, eyes open wide, as I heard my name being called out.
It was my turn to go inside the doctor's office and let him tell me the frightening news wether they are true or false.
It would hurt either way.
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I went inside and everything was shaky, I think, or maybe it was just my heart thumping and beating out of my chest. I put one hand on my stomach as I intertwined the other with Hana's.
'I am scared,' I whispered.
'I am right here love, don't be afraid,' she whispered as she gave me a tight hug.
We intertwined our finger once again as I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and stepped into the room.
Here I go.
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Hey guys!
Sorry this is a short chapter, but this is only 1 part and I had to get it out there! So thanks for reading!
I dedicate this chapter to my one and only HanaMaher for being such an amazing friend through the past tough years! I love you and always will, no matter what!
Everyone go check out her story "A girl's diary" right now ❤️
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