Saturday 30th October
Dear diary,
'I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free with you tonight
I need your love'
I woke up to the sound of my ringtone, I need your love by:- Ellie Goulding Calvin Harris.
I sang the next chorus as I headed to my bathroom, stripped down and hoped into the shower.
' I take a deep breath every time I pass your door
I know you're there but I can't see you anymore
And that's the reason you're in the dark
I've been a stranger ever since we fell apart
And I feel so helpless here
Watch my eyes are filled with fear
Tell me do you feel the same
Hold me in your arms again'
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I sat, watched a couple of episodes of 'The Vampire Diaries' and ate chocolate. WHAT!? A PREGNANT GIRL HAS NEEDS! And what really bothered me is that Steven R. McQueen, who plays Jeremy Gilbert, is leaving for art school! Like what the f*** man?!
I paused the episode on my laptop and checked my phone. It was already 6:30 and still no message from Niall. I wonder where he is...
An hour later, I, FINALLY, got a text from Niall.
From :- Niall Bae ❤️😘
"Hey Bby ❤️
Sorry I haven't texted today, but I have great news to tell you! Are you home?"
To:-Niall Bae ❤️😘
" Yep, I am home! My mum isn't though, she will be back tomorrow morning,so you can stay the night of you want. xx"
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A few minutes later, I heard the door bell ring.
'Niall! Hey babe! ❤️' I said as I pulled him into a hug and he gave my lips a cute small peck.
'I missed you!' He tightens the hug.
'Come on in'.
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I swallowed hard and my heart beats were uncountable.
'Um..that's great Niall! Congratulations!' I looked at the ground, not wanting him to see the sad face on my face. Don't get me wrong! of course I am happy for Niall! It's just....he told me that they're going on tour and they are taking a band to preform the opening act, 5 Seconds Of Summer.
I don't want to lose Niall ❤️.
'Are you okay? You seem pale..' He asked.
'I'm fine...when are you leaving?' I asked finally gathering the strength for raising my head and looking at him.
'Next week...why are you sad?'
'Because you are leaving me and our baby for 1 whole year! That's why! She'll be born when you are back!' Tears now came strolling down my face.
'Dida...you're coming with us...'.
'I am what?!'
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A Directioner Diaries
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