A Directioner Diaries

Chapter 29: Oh shoot!

Thursday 23rd July 2015
Dear diary,
It has been exactly 9 months since I last wrote on this diary....I am a horrible person, but at least I have a mini me! Yes! A MINI ME! I gave birth to "Hope Horan" last night at 9:35!
I am in love with Hope, it's not Jut a four letter world, she means the world to me❤️
One direction are doing great too! These 5 seconds of summer guys are really cool and absolutely talented, especially that Luke one...he is deep...really deep, but he is quite shy....he's just an awkward penguin! I love penguins!
Tonight we are having a party to celebrate one direction's new album "Four" and I bet you there is going to be A LOT of alcohol! That's why Zoe is going to be staying with Perrie, Zayn's fiancé for the night!
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Dear diary,
Later that night:-
We all sat and played "Truth Or Dare", Niall, Harry, Louis, Liam, Zayn, Luke, Ashton, Calum, Michael and I, Did I mention that we were completely wasted?? Yep we were!
'So, Niall! Truth or dare?' Asked Ashton.
'Truth, cause I am too lazy to get up!'
'Um...when is your guys' wedding?' Ashton asked pointing at the two of us and Luke turned his head down. What's wrong with him?
The questions kept on going that innocent way for a couple more minutes until it was Liam's turn to ask someone. I kept on staring at Luke until I heard Liam say my name.
'Dida! Truth or dare?' He said as I looked back up at him.
I wanted to choose dare, but I was afraid of the response due to the fact that he was seriously drunk!
'Are you scared kitty-cat?' Asked Calum.
'No, I'm not! I choose dare!' There goes the beginning.
'Well, since you hesitated...I am going to give you a tough one,' Liam said tapping on his chin. I saw Louis and Harry whispering something in his ear and he finally talked, 'You,' he said pointing at me, 'And Luke!' He said again pointing to Luke, 'Have your seven minutes of heaven in this closet!'
'Dude! No!' I heard Niall say holding me closer to him.
'Relax mate, it's not like i would try and do anything, relax!' Luke yelled putting his arm out for me.
I intertwined our fingers and we went to the closet as I mouthed, "Don't worry" to Niall.
As soon as the door clicked and Luke locked it, I don't know if it was the alcohol or if I was actually sober, I jumped on Luke and wrapped my legs around his waist. I kissed his neck and he moved his hand upwards towards my neck and pulled me closer. I brushed my lips against his and he tried to pull away.
'W-what about N-Niall?' He asked and I could feel him beginning to stutter.
I ignored his question and kissed him, he kissed back as I ran my hands through his hair and he moved his hand to my butt and began to kiss my neck. He sucked on my neck and left a mark, he kissed it and kissed my lips once again.
We've been making out for what felt like hours and we heard a knock on the door.
'Guys! It's Calum! You can come out now!' Calum exclaimed.
'I so wanted this not to end,' Luke said as he put me down on the floor.
'Me neither,' I kissed him once more and we cleaned ourselves up, I covered the mark he gave me with my hair and we went outside. We continued the game and every time I touched the mark that Luke gave me, he would look at me and mouth "I'm sorry".

God! What did I do!

A couple of hours later, Niall was asleep in his room, so was Harry, Zayn, Louis, Liam, Calum, Ashton and Michael. I went into my room and started to undress, I hopped in the shower and The bathroom door was opened slowly.
'Hey there,' said Luke making me turn around and face him.
'Luke!' I yelled.
'Shh! You'll wake them up!' He whisper shouted.
I sat silent for a while then finally spoke, 'C'mon,' I said motioning him to come and shower with me.
He looked surprised at first snd then decided why not?
He stripped off and joined me.
He kissed the back of my neck, leaving another mark, and moved up to my jawline. I turned around to face him and kissed him passionately.
We went outside of the bathroom, him carrying me bridal style, and he put me down on my bed.

You can guess what happened next! I am not going to explain further!

I am a horrible person!!
I cheated on Niall!
I hate myself!!
What the fuck did I do?

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