A Directioner Diaries

Chapter 15: ❤️True or Nah?

Wednesday 7th October
Dear diary,
I TRIED TO WARN HIM!
Now let me explain.
~~Yesterday after school~~
Me: Hey.....Niall?
Niall: Yeah....Hey Dida....
Me: How are you doing?
Niall: Not so well, I miss you.....
Me: I miss you too....Look, Niall....there is something I must tell you..
Niall: Sure..What's up?
Me: Not over the phone, can you come over tonight? My family is out of town. No one will see you.
Niall: Sure, I will come over by 6.
Me: Bye.
Niall: Bye.

At 6 sharp, he was knocking on my door.
I opened the door and there he was....handsome as always.....with his ripped jeans, black shirt and sparkly hair....UHHH! He was just PERFECT!

Me: Hey Niall.. ☺️
Niall: Hey sweetheart. 😊
Me: Come in.
He leaned in for a kiss and , as usual, it was perfect. I can't believe I ever had a fight with him.

I closed the door as well as my eyes, hoping nothing bad happens tonight.
Niall: You said you had to tell me something?
Me: Yeah....I did....and I do..... . Today...in class.....some boy threw a paper on my desk and of course I opened it....
Niall: What was inside ?
Me: uh...they.....
Niall: They? What did they do?
Me: They know...
Niall: Know? About us ??
I looked at him and didn't dare to breathe out one more word....that was enough...there was nothing else to say.
What he feared the most was known by every single person on the planet.
For me, it wasn't that big of a deal....but it was for him.
Niall: You told them?!
Me: I didn't !
Niall: Then how did they know ?
Me: HOW SHOULD I KNOW ?!
I tried to calm him down but most importantly calm myself down because if we had broken up that moment I would have lost it in less than 1 second after.

My heart was racing, my tears were waiting to come out and I was terrified that he would leave me....I really did love him.

He stared at the ground for a while then finally spoke....
Niall: It's okay....
Me: What do you mean?
Niall: It does bother me that someone told them but my love to you is more important than my reputation..
I looked at him and for an unknown reason the tears just fell on my cheek...I was over the moon.
But still, I had to know who knew and babbled it out to everyone!
Who would do that to us?

I kissed Niall as his fingers ran through my hair.

Niall: I love you ❤️
Me: I love you too ❤️
We spent the night together and we had a boyfriend/girlfriend sleepover.....DONT GET ME WRONG!

Today I woke up and he was still next to me. I played with his hair and gave him a kiss on the cheek but the moment was ruined as I heard my mum opening the door downstairs!!
I woke him up and told him to jump out of the window ! 😂
Fortunately, he left just in time as I crawled back in my bed having a hysterical laugh..😂😂

Ugh! I should really have more private time! Or private LIFE!
My annoying little sister wants me to go with her to a lame 7 year old sleepover!
Hey maybe I could sneak out !

More info later tonight !! 😝

Loves
Xoxo ❤️💋