Abominable

Ch.13 - Reminiscing

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                         (Recap)

"She was a traitor... The reason why she had offered to go on the mission with you guys was to set you up. She worked for other people who despised us. And once she had her eyes on the main priority.... she would've called in help to kill you all. So I did you all a favor." Natasha was a traitor? But why... she was like a family to us for years? 

"I... I had no idea. I'm sorry, I just.. you know you were the only person I saw that attacked her, I didn't know what she had done." I leaned my head down, I saw his feet from below standing in front of me and I look up.

Jin placed both of his hands on my arms and gave me a smile. "you were right to react that way, but it does pain me to know that you didn't trust me. And know that I wouldn't kill for any reason." I nodded, I felt distraught. Who was I to not trust him. 

"Now go and get some rest yeah? I'll be at the tunnels in a short while. I'd prefer not to be bothered.... See you tomorrow Cecile." 

"Goodnight Jin..."

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"Goodnight Jin..." My eyes watch his descending figure walk up the stairs. Something told me he wasn't going to be where he said he was.
So I went after him, following behind slowly, as I hid myself behind walls.

I noticed he didn't look back once. After countless minutes of trailing behind him, he finally stopped at a door. He moved a statue, and he began touching the wall.
Pass code? Why would he need a pass code?

I furrow my eyebrows in confusion. What's he keeping a secret? I hear footsteps coming closer from behind me, so I quickly went into a room and hid. I peeked my head through the slightly opened metal door and caught sight of Jimin's black hair heading to where Jin went.

Once I was in the clear I make a hasty exit, then sprinted back to my room.

I was sat down near my window, watching the trees move from the harsh winds. It had been so long since I've actually gotten to enjoy nature and its beauty. I sighed in melancholy. There weren't many times I got to enjoy being alone. When I've done nothing but fight and kill to survive.

And there were times where I wish I hadn't been born. And that none of this wouldn't have happened to me. Part of me wish I can go back in time and change my fate. I used to believe in God, I sought to believe he would have saved me from this horrible darkness. I've asked for forgiveness for my sins.

But he never answered. For years and years, I prayed to him, and not a word, nor sign that he was listening. So I gave up in trying to salvage myself. I didn't deem myself as worthy. Worthy enough to be good in the eyes of God.