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My breathing was steady, my eyes still closed— i tried to open them but i felt like something was forcing me to shut them close, i don't know how many days, weeks, months or even years i have been in this phase— the nightmares about that day keep chasing me and replying themselves over and over— every time i have a nightmare, i feel my breathing keeps getting heavier and heavier but every time i want to open my eyes it won't let me escape it, then all of the sudden i feel released from it,like magic
I opened my eyes slowly, blinking few times to clear my vision— i was in a huge room. a window in front of me, i narrowed my eyes to see a white thing keeps pouring down— it was snowing outside and the sound of the wind filling my ears— the tree branches keeps brushing on the window
I looked around me to see many empty beds, and no one was on this big room
I shifted my gaze to the clock hanging on the wall— it was 5 pm, i try to put my hands on the mattress next to my two sides to help me fix my position— I winced from the the pain i got from my back and from the back of my head— after trying few times i finally fixed myself, laying on the bed with a sitting position and the pillow behind my back
I felt tired and numb, my head was throbbing,and in the same time i couldn't think clear— i felt like there was a million storm going inside my head and it keeps going in circles
" hello dear, thank god you finally wake up, how are you feeling?" i noticed that women, that was madam Pomfrey— she walked quickly coming from a small room behind the beds— i stared at her, swallowing thickly " everything alright dear?"
I opened my mouth, wetting my lips before talking, but when i tried to talk, nothing came out.
I cleared my dry throat, closing my eyes hard when i felt the pain from my head increased " i— m-my head— it hurts" the words finally came out
" oh dear don't worry i will get you a medicine right now" she patted my hand that was resting on the mattress, and rushed to the small room again
" here take this, it should ease the pain" she put a pill on my palm and handing me a glass of water
" what happened to me?" i asked her frowning my eyebrows " first of all, do you remember what happened to you dear?" she looked at me waiting for an answer
" i do" i said almost whispering and nodded my head slowly
" good. now you see,it shows that your head has bumped into something solid as well as your back, so you lost a lot of blood but thankfully your friend founds you fainted on the bathroom floor— do you remember who did this to you dear?"
" keep this little conversation between you and i "
I remember what astoria said to me, and the sentence she said to me before leaving me there laying in the floor was enough for me to keep my mouth shut and not say anything— what if everyone's know who did this to me? she won't hesitate to do it again— and then again if Draco knows that astoria did this, then he will leave her without thinking twice, and then marlin knows what her parents will do, so it will be MY fault if anything happened to her and i will never be able to forgive myself even though she did bad things to me and that doesn't mean i will forgive her that easily for the things she did, no — but who knows, maybe her family will do worse— so i will close my mouth and i won't say anything to anyone
