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It has been two days since i left the hospital and i started my classes yesterday— i have been avoiding draco as much as i could, i skipped our night meetings on the astronomy tower for the past two days, and i can feel that draco noticed that there's something wrong— i mean of course he will
The past two days was kinda boring, and i'm not gonna lie to myself, i miss him, yes i do— but what else i can do?— nothing
I spend these two days by going to my classes, take notes, then i go to the library to study what i have missed, and i ignored everyone especially draco and theo— i only spend some time with pansy when we have a free period— after all she's the only one who knows about what happened
I haven't been in the mood to do anything anymore, i don't know what happened to me— i just want to be alone, i got back to my old self and i hate it, i just wish to be able to stop it— but when i sit with myself and think, maybe i'm in that state again,because i was missing the one person who helped me get better— helped me to get my happiness back, helped bringing back the happy soul that is buried deep inside.
And Astoria, she's been really quiet these past two days, i only seen her in some of the classes we have together and she has been skipping most of the meals— i can feel that she is trying her best to not look at me in the eye, and it's better anyway,because i'll do the same if i was her
Me and Pansy are sitting on the bench outside right now, with the white snow covering everything that touched— it was such a beautiful sight
" my head is hurting me, i can't finish this essay" pansy groans and throwing her head to the back, she was almost screaming at the papers in her hand— i laughed at the sight " do you need help?"
" well thank for your offer so i'll take it" she looked at me smiling " Alright then, let's meet at the library today after classes " i rolled my eyes at her
" Anyways, how do you feel?" pansy turned her whole body to face me " i'm doing okay so far— madam pomfrey said to come to her if i felt tired" i shrugged and she nodded slowly
" i can't believe that the ball in two weeks, i'm so excited!" pansy said clapping her two hands together, i shook my head smirking at her " i don't understand why you're so excited for the ball" i asked her waiting for a convincing answer
" i'm excited because we will be able to dress up on fancy dresses and also to dance and have fun away from all these bloody homework's and studying" she pointed her her hand on parchments laying in front her " fair enough"
" speaking of which, have you got a date yet" she asked me curiously " in fact, yes i did" she gasped really loudly while putting a hand on her chest " and you haven't told me!"
" well actually i got asked on the day astoria attacked me soo" i shrugged while laughing when i remembered how awkward cedric was that day
" well who is the lucky guy?" she wiggles her eyebrows and nudged me with her elbow " it's- it's cedric " her eyes widened " as cedric diggory??" she raised her voice
