tsumuphobic | sakuatsu.

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It has been 3 days since that day. The day where Sakusa caught Atsumu jerking off in the bathroom moaning his name. The day where Sakusa also admitted that he fell for that blonde boy.

He's been quiet after it even though Atsumu won't stop bothering him like usual. He keeps on falling harder for him, especially when he makes dirty jokes.

"he's so scary..." Sakusa looks down a bit

Komori can only smile at his cousin, he knows him better than anyone else, "why? I think he's a nice guy! he's friendly,"

Sakusa stays silent for a moment, he's thinking for the right word to describe his fear.

"I think I'm uh.. Tsumuphobic."

"you are what?" Komori looks at him with a confused face.

"Tsumuphobic."

"what is that supposed to mean?"

"I'm.. afraid of Miya Atsumu."

Komori approaches Sakusa slowly, trying to calm him down. He's always like this when he's in love with someone. He feels insecure, scared, terrified to be exact. Even Komori himself is not sure what Sakusa's worrying about.

'Sakusa.. my dear cousin, what's inside your mind?'

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The next day, Sakusa tries his best to stay away from Atsumu. He sure admitted that he's in love but he decided not to fall further.

he's afraid that he'll get hurt in the end.

"hey I think it's best if you... uhm- you know, tell him how you feel!" Komori pats Sakusa's back to comfort him

"tell him how I feel? Komori I'm not comfortable with me liking him and now you're telling me to confess?"

"ugh what is it that makes you so scared?!"

Sakusa stays silent for a bit,

"Atsumu. He's so unpredictable, he's random, he's popular, everybody likes him. What if-"

"OMI!!!!"

Sakusa's explanation was cut off by the one and only Miya Atsumu, "Omi-kun~ let's practice hard today hm?"

Sakusa blushes when Atsumu wraps his arms around his waist. He can't predict Atsumu at all, he doesn't even know if Atsumu really has that kind of feeling for him.

"yea. let's practice." he lets go of Atsumu's grip and walks to the gym.

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Time flew like the wind, it's the last day of the camp. After all the comforting and talking, Sakusa decided to tell Atsumu how he feels. finally.

he gathered his courage for this day thanks to Komori.

He feels nervous as the coach said a few things and stuff before dismissing them. "Thank you for your participation." He allows them to go after all the talking and Sakusa's taking this chance,

"go now." Komori points at Atsumu while looking at his cousin who's shaking right now

"but-"

"no buts. go now. idiot."

Sakusa gulps and walks slowly towards the blonde boy and taps his shoulder. Atsumu turns around and smiles widely at him, "omiii, this is the last day! I'm sad.. what if we won't meet again?"

"atsumu."

"OH MY GOD? YA CALL ME ATSUMu"

"atsumu. listen to me."