tsumuphobic | sakuatsu.

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"Omi. let's break up,"

he gave up. he gave up on everything including Sakusa. His own family won't support him, no one does.

"Atsu.."

"please Omi, don't. We're done here alright?"

Atsumu tears up, biting his bottom lip, he's trying his best to not cry. He doesn't want Sakusa to see this side of him,

"just.. go back to being tsumuphobic."

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Sakusa jumps a bit, waking up from such nightmare. He's been getting these kind of dreams these past few days and it's haunting him even in daylights.

"Atsu.." he grabs his phone, dialing his boyfriend to make sure everything's alright.

Atsumu smiles when he sees his phone, he immediately picks it up with a smile on his face as usual, "Omiiii!"

Sakusa lets out a sigh of relief, "hey baby.."

"oh? what's with the nickname hm?"

"nothing.. just in the mood for it~"

Atsumu chuckles at him. Since that day, his dad didn't talk to him at all even in dinners. Atsumu too never told Sakusa about this,

he thought it'd cause another problem, so he decided to stay quiet about it.

"Atsu I wanna see you so bad.." Sakusa whines a bit. The truth is he's worried.

"me too Omi.."

both boys hide something from each other. They believe there are some things that shouldn't be talk about.

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months passed, and nothing really changed since the last time they met. that Yuujin girl keeps bugging their relationship, even when she knows they'll just ignore her at the end.

She also keeps coming back to Atsumu's house alone, to hangout with his mom, probably trying to win her heart as usual. Atsumu would've just yelled at her and told her to go home. This happened at least twice a week.

Atsumu's dad still can't approve his relationship. He tried to convince his dad that this time it's pure out of love, but still things won't go well.

Meanwhile Sakusa keeps on having those nightmares where Atsumu left him all alone, saying they should break up.

not only Atsumu she's bothering, Yuujin also keeps on bugging Sakusa on practice, school, even attend his house from time to time just to tell him that Atsumu is better off without him.

why did everything turned out this way.

both Sakusa and Atsumu can't concentrate on their volleyball club anymore. These problems they have always come up on their mind out of nowhere, causing them to lose focus at everything they do

They smiled and laugh every time they meet each other, but once they leave, those smile on their faces fade away. They secretly cry at nights without telling each other about it and it hurts when they know this world could never accept them

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"Sakusa?" Komori steps inside his cousin's room, seeing him laying on the bed with a bunch of tissue boxes.

he approaches him slowly, patting his shoulder, "Hey Sakusa.. Everything's gonna be alright okay?"

The black haired sits up, "alright? everything is not alright komori. nothing's going well. nothing happened in the way I wanted." He sighs and lays back down again,

"I'm gonna be a third year in a few months Komori. It means I have to grow up and solve my own problems.. but I don't think I can do it just yet,"

Sakusa grips on his pillow, "just.. don't talk to me anymore Komori, I'm in a bad mood.."

Komori looks away, "I don't know what's bothering you so much that it made you like this. You're not the Sakusa I know anymore.. since you've been going out with Atsumu, you rarely talk to me. You rarely keep contact with your family and friends at school, it's like.. you're a completely different person."

Sakusa looks at him, a little bit confused at what Komori's saying,

"maybe Yuujin was right. Maybe it's better that.. you two should've not been together from the start," Komori tears up, remembering he was the one who supports Sakusa and even get them together, but now he's left out

"I didn't know why I supported you guys on the first place," With that he left Sakusa's room feeling all disappointed at him.

His cousin left him. He can't believe Komori left him. The only family member who's close to him, left.

why did everyone leave? where did things start to go sideways.

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Sakusa
Atsu..

Atsumu
OMI! omi are you okay?

Sakusa
Komori.. he said that
we shouldn't be together

Atsumu
what?! don't listen to him!

Sakusa
I know I know.. it's just that
don't you notice all the
bad things happening to us?

Atsumu breathes heavily. He's aware that their relationship brings bad luck to them but he can't just give it up.

he doesn't care if everyone's against them. All he wants is.. him and Sakusa to be happy

"Samu what should I do.." Atsumu lays on his bed, not knowing what to do. He feels like he's standing on the edge of a cliff

"Tsumu I don't really know how to solve your problems. But if you need anything, I'm here okay?" Osamu stops a bit, "you remember how much effort you put in this relationship? how you chased him back.. don't you think it's a waste if you give up?"

Atsumu smiles, he knows his twin is the best person who cna guve him advices in times like this.

"I remembered.. and I don't want to give up," Atsumu smiles widely.

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Sakusa and Atsumu agreed to meet each other on Tokyo today. They plan to sort things out slowly, each and every problem. they will think of a solution

"Omi!" Atsumu approaches him as soon as he arrives at the station.

"Atsu.. hey," Sakusa stares at his boyfriend's face. Atsumu hasn't changed a bit, he's still beautiful.

Atsumu drags him to the nearest cafe, sitting down immediately. "Omi. if you have any problems other than that Yuujin girl, tell me now."

Atsumu sighs, "Omi. we can do this. together."

Sakusa looks down, he's afraid of what Atsumu thinks of his dream, "no.. there's nothing.."

he lied

Atsumu nods, "well I have one other problem.. my dad," he speaks up to him, "he doesn't support our relationship and I can't seem to make him believe that.. you're a good guy,"

Sakusa bites his lips, "ow.. that's another family problem huh,"

"yea.."

the black haired male looks at him with a sad expression plastered on his face, "what are we supposed to do about it then.."

Atsumu looks away before smiling at him, "Omi.. let's give up"