'ah.. it's raining'
Sakusa looks out from his window. It's so cold even when he turned off the air conditioner.
he slowly gets off his bed and walks towards his wardrobe. He grabs the handle firmly and opens it, revealing his Itachiyama jersey.
how nostalgic.
He takes it out and throws it on the floor. "Trash." He whispers to himself while having those flashbacks from his high school days.
He grabs his usual black shirt and jeans, putting them on to get ready for college.
*̩̩̥͙ -•̩̩͙-ˏˋ⋆ ⋆ˊˎ-•̩̩͙- *̩̩̥͙
Flashback
"Omi.. Let's give up,"
"what? Atsu what do you mean?" Sakusa stands from his chair after hearing his own boyfriend's words,
"Omi I'm tired of people judging us. I'm tired of my parents for not being supportive.. I'm tired of everything okay?"
Atsumu smiles at him, he too stands up from his chair. "Hey Omi uhm.. sorry? I know I was the one who convinced ya that dating me would make you happy and all.." he stops for a while, looking at the other boy who's already tearing up
"but I guess it's better if ya go back on being tsumuphobic,"
that word. the word that Sakusa made up to indicate that he's afraid of Atsumu. The word that shows up in his dreams.
the word that was gone..
has return
.
.
Sakusa tried to contact him a few days after they broke up but Atsumu gave him no response.
Atsumu updated his social media with his new girlfriends and boyfriends but he refused to read the texts Sakusa sent him.
it seems that all those happy days meant nothing for him. He got over Sakusa real quick like it was never a serious relationship.
all he said was a lie after all.
-
They graduated from high school without contacting each other. Still.. Sakusa won't give up,
he went to Hyogo a day after his graduation ceremony. He rushed Atsumu's house, rang the bell, hoping a detailed explanation from him
but what he found was unexpected.
Atsumu didn't open the door for him. That Yuujin girl did. Sakusa remembered how she laughed at him while saying,
"Atsumu's mine now"
and since that day. Sakusa never return.
*̩̩̥͙ -•̩̩͙-ˏˋ⋆ ⋆ˊˎ-•̩̩͙- *̩̩̥͙
end of flashback
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tsumuphobic | sakuatsu.
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] "you are what?" "tsumuphobic" "what is that supposed to mean?" "I'm.. afraid of Miya Atsumu" In which Sakusa Kiyoomi fell in love with Atsumu on the all Japan youth camp, but in the same time he's afraid of him. ⚠︎ suicide all characters...
