tsumuphobic | sakuatsu.

𝙎𝙖𝙠𝙪𝙨𝙖'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚.

[Listen to : sometimes by Goldmund]

my little fox,

I fell for you since the first time I met you.

do you remember? at that camp,

I saw your piss-hair color and that sure annoyed me as hell. But the way you laugh, the way you stare at me with those beautiful eyes, it was mesmerizing.
It was everything I could ever hope for.

When you came to my school, chasing me like crazy, I can't tell you how happy I was even though I didn't show it on my face. You're really something Atsu.. I can't even get you out of my head.

when you asked for a break up, it shattered me. But it's okay, I'm sure you had your reasons, and I still loved you even after all that

when we met at the MSBY building, it was shocking. After years we lost contact, I finally saw your pretty face again. I was.. happy

Atsu. you do realize you broke my heart many times right? it's fine. you can break it again, again.. and again.. but just so you know, I'd still love you.

I know we won't be able to have a perfect relationship but your wedding was unexpected. I can't describe how heart-breaking it was and Komori said I had to choose what makes me happy.

I chose this.

don't worry. I'm just putting myself to sleep.. a little longer than usual.

don't cry. This is what I want, so don't be sad Atsumu..
don't feel guilty.

tears don't suit you, you know..

I heard your wedding is today so you'll probably read this days after, I wanna congratulate you. Congratulations on your wedding Atsumu! I'm sorry I didn't make it to your wedding, I wish I was but it'll break me again.

at least you're happy.. right?

Atsumu. this is the last thing I want you to remember...

remember that I may not be there with you but I live within you. My soul will always be with you Atsu

I know I've said this many times before and you're probably getting bored with it,

'I love you.. so much.
and I'm sorry.'

from,
your Omi