tsumuphobic | sakuatsu.

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"Omi.. I'm sorry"

"no don't be, it's not your fault.."

It was as expected.

It was her plan all along.

That Yuujin girl.

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a week ago at the dinner.

"you show up here, telling my mom that you're my lover? you're unbelievable. We're not even that close," Atsumu groaned in anger after Yuujin told him all her plans

she thought it'd be more painful this way

"Atsumu. I'd do anything to get you, even if I have to kill someone,"

"you think I'll be happy if I'm with you? I'd rather die.." tears filled up the blonde's eyes. It's all ruined.

Sakusa overheard their little talk outside the house. To be honest, he too worried about this relationship. It hasn't been that long since they started going out and they already encountered this kind of problem.

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"and your mom agreed to her?" Sakusa tilts his head, hugging his lover who's crying for the past hours.

"she even told me to marry her," he cries more, snuggling his face into Sakusa's chest. It breaks his heart to see Atsumu in this condition, all vunerable

Since that day, Ms. Miya always told her son to break up with Sakusa. She said it's not worth it or something like that.

"I mean she accepted Osamu and Suna just fine but why she can't accept the fact that I love you," Atsumu wipes his tears, "this is so unfair.."

Atsumu ran away from home with the help of his twin, he doesn't even care about his school or his volley club anymore. He's currently staying in Sakusa's place, hoping that this would be the least to cheer him up

He doesn't wanna see his mom's face, but coming all the way here means he will also see that girl more often,

'as long as I'm with Omi.. I'll be fine,'

"Atsu.. don't be like this come on, what about your friends hm? your family will miss you too," Sakusa cuddles him close, patting his back from time to time

"Omi.."

"hm?"

"what will you do if I marry her"

Sakusa sits up. He knows he can't answer that type of question, but he also knows that he can't force Atsumu into this,

"actually I don't know too. This includes your family matters so, I don't really have the rights to forbid you," He caress Atsumu's cheek gently,

"but even if that happens.. I'd still love you, Atsu."

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Atsumu finally went home after Sakusa encouraged him and shower him advices.

They believe in each other. that's all they need for now.

but did that girl gave up? of course not.

"if you really love him then you should let him go," Yuujin smirks at Sakusa who's currently at loss of words,

she keeps on insisting him to break up with his lover. why is she so pessimist, why can't she just let them be, what made her wanna steal Atsumu away..

"Kiyoomi. I love him. I've never been in love before but when I saw him.. I couldn't help it. please. They say you're a good guy and if so then please let me be with him,"

Sakusa can only watch her spitting nonsense for the past 5 minutes, she kept talking about how she never fell in love and what she sees in Atsumu that made her love him so much.

"let you be with him? but will he let you be with him." Sakusa crosses his arms, "Don't act so almighty just because you think you look physically decent. I think you're the ugliest person I've ever met."

Yuujin gasps hearing his responses, "how dare you." she clicks her tongue, "his mom doesn't even like you"

"I rather be myself in front of his family and got hated for that rather than pretending who I am not and got loved from it." He sighs and walks passed her, he knew arguing with her is getting nowhere.

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Atsumu
Omi! I'll be a third year
soon! and you too!

Sakusa
righttt and that means
more homeworks and assignments

Atsumu
yeaaa ikrr
and hey how's it going?

Sakusa
I argued with Yuujin again

Atsumu
gAsP h0w did it go?

Sakusa
ugh she's annoying
she kept talking abt you
and what she loved abt you

Atsumu
ew... well at least my mom's
not talking abt her anymore
she starts talking about you!

well that's a relief. after all the talking and arguing with his mom, Ms. Miya accepts it a little. Even though last time she didn't get much time to talk to Sakusa

"hey tsumu. Dad's home. he wants to talk," Osamu sighs, "he's in a bad mood, be careful"

Atsumu hums in response and walks to the living room where his dad is, "hey dad.. welcome home,"

"Atsumu. you didn't tell me you got a lover,"

The atmosphere is killing him slowly, his dad is too intimidating that Atsumu himself couldn't even look at him in the eyes.

"sorry, I should've told you sooner.."

"it's fine. What's her name?"

"it's a.. he,"

His dad glares at him. Here it goes again. His parents are always soft when it comes to Osamu, that's why they accept his relationship easily. But Atsumu? he's not even allowed to make the slightest mistake.

life is so unfair isn't it.

"going sideways like your brother now huh?" He stands up and pats Atsumu's shoulder, "I'll talk to your mother about this,"

with that he left Atsumu alone in the living room, standing with a pale face.

'life hates me. wbk.' Atsumu inhales before going back to his room. He doesn't know what to do anymore if his dad doesn't approve his relationship with Sakusa

this is complicated.

and it will always be.

Atsumu suddenly remembers the first time he met Sakusa in that camp. Life was so much easier back then, yea even though they've been through all those hard times but they're together now and things are getting harder.

why..? why now when they can finally feel each other's warmth. If this is the first stage of their relationship,

what's there more to come?