Warning -panic attack, bullying in this chapter
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Gina's POV
I ran as fast as I could, from the cafeteria everyone heard, everyone knows because of Ej Caswell. Everyone knows I like Ashlyn I don't think I could ever face her again."Gina! Are you in here?" I hear Nini's voice. "Gina please say something if your in here." You could tell by her voice she was starting to get worried.
"Yeah I am r-right here." I said with cracks in my voice. "The third stall, Nini I need your help."
"Coming! Hey what do you need? Water, hug, tell me what and I will help." She comforted Gina
"Just a hug please, and you being her with me." I said about to break down again.She pulled me in a hug and said comfort words like "it's going to be ok." And "I'm here for you." It helped me calm down a bit I just wanted to know what she thinks of me.
"N-Nini?" I asked you can tell I was nervous.
"Hmm." She asked
"Are y-you still my friend?" I just wanted her to be there and not leave me
"Gina your my best friend, I will never leave you because your a lesbian." I smiled at her and see that she really is my best friend."I love you." I said as I fling myself into her arms
"I love you too, I will never leave you." She said in a whisper just so I can hear it.
I realized I have to go through the rest of the day having everyone know my crush. I started hyperventilating getting harder for me to to breath.
"Hey count with me 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10, good, now just look at me ok."I was finally able to calm down.
"t-thank you." I said slowing down my breath down.
"Anytime." She said as she pulls me into another hug.Nini's POV
As I hear what is in Gina's diary I got pretty shocked "I am a lesbian and I have a crush on Ashlyn, yeah Ashlyn Caswell." My eyes widen when I heard those words but I run out of the cafeteria to the bathroom where Gina ran to.When I got to the bathroom a started asking if she was still in there, when she responded and asked for help I quickly ran to the stall and saw her crying an the floor.
I was helping her when she asked me if I was still her friend I was confused on why she asked that, but then I realized that she doesn't know I am bi, so I quickly answered making sure she knows she will always be my best friend.
"Hey gi?" I asked getting her attention "yeah," I could tell she was sacred on what I was going to ask her.
"Do you want me to call your mom to pick you up? I won't tell her what happened just that you don't feel good." I just wanted to know if she wanted to finish school today.
"No, I want to stay and finish school. Just stay by my side the rest of the day please?" She said a little quiet but I could still hear her.
"Of course, I will take you to are class now and after I will walk you to the next, and after that class I will be there after to take you the the next and the same thing still the end of the day." I just want her to feel safe
"Yeah, that would be great." Gina gave Nini a small smile.
Later that day
Gina's POVI was walking out of class when I got a message from Nini
While I was walking to the front two kids from the basketball team walked up to me, and pushed me against the lockers.
"Hey maybe we can fix you make sure you like guys, let's go to my house so we can see what I can do." He said while both of them have a smirk growing on the face.
"Leave me alone!" I tried pushing him off but I was to week, he still had me pined against the lockers.
"Hey leave her alone!"I heard Nini's voice and she was yelling this won't be good.
They still won't let go, till Nini pushed him off and punched him. They ran away like scaredy-cats. I was shocked by what she did, Nini is not a very violent person. So I wouldn't say I was impressed more like shocked.
"Well that was new." I said a little shocked, but with a slight giggle in the sentence.
"Well when it comes to boys being a jerk to my best friend, then you will see aside a rarely show." We laughed and talked all the way to my houses he lives just a couple blocks away, so we hang out a lot.
The rest of the day Nini and I hung out we even had a sleep over. When Nini and I were talking I was thinking that no matter what I will always come to her for help. I just want to help her the way she helped me, maybe figure out away for her to beak up with Ricky as long as I help her I will be happy the rest of my life.
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A/n
Hey guys happy that I had the time to post this chapter hope you like it stay tuned for next weekend for the next chapter maybe I can shock you with it, just saying I said maybe not I will I am not getting my own hopes upHave a great day love all of you if you have any questions your ideas just comment your message me on Wattpad.
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ספרות חובביםRicky and Nini are dating they have been dating for about 1 month. Gina is the theater kid that has a secret that no one knows. What happens when all that changes.