❝So this was all revenge, since the beginning?❞
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Falling in love with someone who was out of your league was stupid. Purposing him in front of the entire school and getting rejected was stupider. Asking him to give a chance after all this drama w...
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Present time
I entered pass code, I finally sighed as entered in my house and flopped on the sofa. I put right hand on my face, covering it completely. It didn't take me more then couple of seconds to broke in sobs, ugly but low sobs.
Why he always do this me? Am I asking too much? Just a chance to date to me? A chance to let me love him? Instead he is breaking me apart, little by little everyday.
I rarely smile these day, my despair increased, my sleep vanished, my dignity dances on brink whenever I am with him, now it's just hanging. Now I am started to think was loving him worth it? Was asking him to let me love him worth?
I know I was foolish in love, who doesn't. I know it was making clown out of yourself but I thought if I won't try, I will regret my whole life. Now I am regretting asking him.
Every time I heard his harsh word, it crumbled my inside. One more shove of hammer hit my heart every time. His words, his actions, his attitude, its fucking hurt so much.
He treats me like a tissue paper, use it and throw it away and when in need again, pick it up, use it and again throw it away?
"Why? I wished I loved him from afar but then it would hurt me more seeing him with someone else." I mumble while crying. Suddenly my door opened revealing an extremely angry Sungo.
His eyes landed on me and all his anger swapped with pity and worried.
He dropped his bag and walked towards me just to engulf me in a bear hug. I choked on sobs as more tears left from my eyes, I need a shoulder to cry, for letting out all bottle emotion which I was hiding deep inside me for nearly one and half month.
"Shush, its gonna be alright." He said as caressed my hair but my cries didn't stop. After calming down a little I parted away from him. My eyes were itching, my throat was dry.
"Eww, you have runny nose and you look like Rudolf." He mocked making me laughed immediately. I wiped semi dried years from my cheeks and turn away from him sitting straight. Now it was awkward silence in the room.
"Would you like to talk? I mean I do need an explanation but tell me when you are comfortable."
"I...I lov-I like him."
"You, like that arrogant jerk? I thought you had high standards."
"No, I used to thought he was a less spoken and quite person, charming, kind hearted and intelligent. But I was wrong, he proved me wring after I purposed him." My voice broke but I continued.
"H-He rejected me, harshly in front of w-whole cafeteria-"
"He did what!?"
"Yet I asked for a chance, a chance to date me instead he said he will test me, that am I his perfect type. And now he testing how much I can take and bare his humiliation, testing what will take me to break."
